lala the wall-e

My love , Your Love

2010-08-29T11:15:00.004+08:00

Eh its been a long very long time i never update , uh ?

I've been busy & there's really nothing to update here but one thing the past few months

life has been improving , i've been enjoying my life with this someone . Its always only

about him & no one i dont really care what my friends say the important thing is ilove him♥♥

Yaa , but all change yestday night in the afternoon was awesome really awesome great evrything a word can describe until we pitch a tent at p.r i was happy that we can spend time togather but ! i was like eww here eww there eww evrywhere cause you what there's fucking alot of ants in there & someflying insect so i dont like in there . The weather dont love me & so its fucking hot !! i look like i've taken a bath=.= okayy after that i plan to go off , then he keep evrything & then when everything starts i asked him why other people tent not like ours have alot of ants he said this " you nak tawu ? i terus terang eh , sebab you ngade2" & i was like wth okay but i still can control that feeling . After keeping all the thing he just walk in front & dint even look behind until he stops & wanted to talk to me about my watch & ingnore standard ah you left then you expect me to what be nice ?! ohno , i've been tolarating with this attitude of urs darling . You knw what happen after that he left me alone behind !! ohmy gosh i cant belive it no one ever done it to me!! you are the first human being in my whole life has done that !! i was really pissed off , & text him saying thanks for leaving me behind etc & lets break off that was a really bad thing to do but i was really angry at that point of time . I waited for his msg-call ♥♥but nothing came out from him , okay i dont mind i wrote on his wall & here im waiting for his reply or hope something good will turn up ): If you love someone you wouldnt have the heart to leave that person behind right even you're angry , everything well said i trusted you & i knw i can depant on you . But a simple test like this you can handle why must you have the luxuary am i right ?

You know wht many thing been playing here on my mind i mean tuns of things , for this 2months & you still does not know what i want & wish . My friend say my wall all pedeh2 , let it be

i dont care seriously i just want you to call and say something nice & that will be the nicest thing i can have today on a sunday . But i cant expect much cause i know you're not he type of person who pujok2 people what ): haiyy

Is this Goddbye betweent us , i hope so NOT !

I need you babyy , ♥♥

I'm not a tease, Im just a reminder of what you can't have

2010-07-23T00:00:00.004+08:00

(gambar lamer )

I'll not be blogging frequntly cause i really have no time for it , busy with schools

& work . I'll be resting only on sunday others will be busy with stuff , dint attend school for

two days was plain lazy idk why sunddely this feeling came . On th 7th is pay day please come fast i want to do some shop here & there before fasting :D i've been spending lots of my days with this Lil girl of mine ohmy girl ilysm do you knw tht , i still remember when i ferst step into the class you were the one who offer me seat & we are close till now nothing can break us aprt alright bbygirl . You're th one who cheer me up when im down , you're the who listen to my sadness . We go crazy togather after work like hell babe :D i swear i never will be like that bitch .

Okay lets move on with other stuff ermm I Just Love My Boyfriend Than You People Do:D

& none can change that ohmy sorry girl im not here to snacth your so called boyfriend-to-be but i knw him earlier than you do i mean like months ago & you just get to knw him recently so dont make wild accuses oke . You want him just take & go oke , he mean nothing here also .

Foresight is knowing when to shut your mouth before someone suggests it , oke sweety :D

Watever it is im not gonna trust you again this time enough is enough my friend , i had it all i though you're a change person & so i trusted you but im wrong still the same old person .

Now lets move on its 12.19am i still cant stuck my self to bed , missing baby badly tmr after working he's picking me up awww love you sweetheart . Tmr there's school & im totally lazy to go , so gonna think about it if i wanna go or not . Nights

:)

2010-07-13T16:36:00.003+08:00

Im trying to forget about it oke , let it be the last time thinking about all this crap . how about tht ? But to bad i cant . Im smiling my wayy & not crying like lil-beryy kid oke , im not gonna wait things that is not going to happen which is waitintg the hell out from you . Being waitting for sometimes & this what i get in return oh much thanks to you boyy . Not forget to you friend you knw yourself oke not gonna to say names here but yeaa im realy dispointd in you remmber tht i nvr did tht you i just hopre tou relise what you just did . I just realise tht im wasting my time on you here , crying over it no point right . True people ? Yes i i've loved you but being all this happen i felt like im being the stupid one to thinking about you . Moving on is the best wayy i would chosse . That's all i hope i'll never ever see you in my life again , so back to my schoool few weeks were great so people being attention seeker so what uh , dont like us just keep your mouth shut ayy , We dont distrub your fucking life so get some pretty job to do then keep annoying us by your stupid mouth :D See yaa people's .

I hate all this .

2010-07-11T22:39:00.003+08:00

Imiss those smiles , im not really myself todayy .
I've been cracky since morning evry thing tht happen is just not right for me
i tried to stop being this way but i dont why sunddenly i burst into anger . Even the
smallest thing happen also im angry with it , i shouted at baby just now im sorry sweetheart .
Evrything seems not right idk what , but i think is about me keeping all those anger & problem inside me i dont like letting it out & tell people is'it easier to tell you're okay then you must
tell evry single thing . I hope by tmrw im okay , i dont want to get any trouble with school . Hope my classmates will be a good one dont sucha pain in the ass as always you guys did alright . I want to tuck in now Nights LovePeople
Im inner feeling tell me that i still love you & i'll always do .

Drop Dead

2010-07-10T00:24:00.002+08:00

Hello:D the picute above was way back in 2009 , i knw burook Hahs .

I dont have any newer picture all in my hp , Annaqah cpt upload oke .

Imiss my cousins th girl beside me is my cousin who grew up with me since i was

little , she was the best we shared alot of things togather if were mit cmfrm very noisy one .

But we dont get to mit lately this few years idk why but only on certain occasion then

we get to mit each other , imiss like th old hari raya's we get to mit up & exchange stories .

Hope this coming one we can go jalanjalan oke then can go rumaa ___ eh ! Oke enough

with this school just now was a bicth ! Tcher was so damn ridiculous i did he's work but was only

th wrong page atleast i did oke stupid , so then he caught my hair was still dye-ed but until so long then now you wanna go spray my hair arent you being an idiot or what huh ? Send me to th office early in th morning , saying tht defaence . Oh like hello ! its in th morning & im in my sleeping mood & you can still stand there lecturering me(masok telige kanan kluar telige kiri)I dint iron on my name tag cause it alwasy drop of its so iritatingy y'knw . Suppose to go for detention for 1hour gave my ezlink to DM got my hair sprayed the whole day my hair was superb dried aww pity my hair . Lesson was okay but for english tcher been so unreasonble for asking me to pay up $1 for talking in malay =.= Malay lesson was great cause Cikgu Idah dint came so a relive tcer came in , i was so happy something happen Only Laqaliao knew about it thaaaaaanks both of you muaaaahs❥ I was soo happy jumping up high ! Thought after

school wanted to treat them ice-cream but ika need to go & went home with annaqah but

she have ulser oke Monday ayy saygs . Send annaqah then went home , sleep till afternoon .

Loves ,

Izuan's

Hi Motherfucker

2010-07-06T17:16:00.002+08:00

Baby i tayaaaang you oke , i had a fun yet enjoyable day at
school todayy . But after i step in into class cause i was late i heard from
a friend of mine telling me about tht whore bitching about me , omg bitch please
inspect yourself in th pretty mirror ferst before saying about me . What ?!
they're not still sastisfied oh hello ! this event has past & you like bringing it up again ,
please lah get updated . Hey bitch why are asking about me from my friends why cant you
ask me personally , huh ? If you have something to say to a person say it directly dont say it
behind their back please dont be sucha coward will'ya . Oh like atlast i get to say something
to tht motherfucker two-faced girl , what a relive i can sleep smiling now :D Dont you think
being a two-faced person is more bad than being a retain yes surely i agree there's nothing to be
shame of being retain oke , its just matter of you wanna still go on your studies or not . Atleast
im not a drop-out or a expel kid oke :) no shame to you ! :P Eh motherfcuker you think by cristising about me will bring you anygood , no ! it only will bring a sin cause you say things tht i
never did or something i did good but change it to bad . You're not a good friend indeed , i use
to thought that you are one but think im wrong by judging you tht . But overall im not efacted by all this crap im just gonna consentrate on my studies & excel :) Family is my pillar of strenght no matter how much we fought among ourselves we still strive , ily family .
Btw sape mkn chilli terase pedas nye oke , this post is speficly for two bitches !!
pss: ILove Bitcher & Whore like you cause im being your hot topic :D

Baby imissyousoomucch )":

2010-07-05T02:58:00.003+08:00

Hi^^ as you can see i've been lazying around & not updating my blog . Cause im plain lazy ,there's
nothing intresthing to share about here this post here will be abit long if were to read iloveyou(: So ya , im bored so here i'm updating this baby is
ns now & its about 1week & 1day i dint met him how much i miss him )": Im a strong girl i can wait till his book-out . Had some argument with him over the phone on friday till now he act strangly , im just telling you th truth baby rather than i lie which one you prefer ? You called me for a few mins & then put down do you tht imissyou fucking much , dont you ? i spend most of time at home as i promise but i cant be spending evry of time seating at home doing nothing right . I tried to call you but its swicth off okay i understand mayb you're busy but still you can reply my messges right ?! You change alot dear , you are th same person who i fall for 1year ago , im just starting to have nagetive thought of you . Baby we knwn each for quite
sometimes lasttime i regard you as my close friend whom i share my problems with & whom will be there when i need someone yes you prove tht you can be with me in any matters , you'll be th one who consule me . I merly cried when you said tht th other day , i really regret what i did to you last time i dint knw tht you were tht sincere tht's why i did all tht . When i left you for tht idiot i felt very wrong & my instict is right he's just a fucking jerk . Iloveyou & tht' can say cause no more words can describe , but one thing i hate about you is tht you always put your ego in th first line & you dont want to give in , & you expect me to give in with all matters . I cant barely forget it or even worse it is you fault but i must say sorry , what are thinking huh ? But i knw why you upset with me , but atleast i told you th truth okay boyf . Not like i lied & someone told you about it , but now it is me myself tell you .
The secret isn’t to find someone you love spending time with, I love spending time with a lot of people. The secret isn’t to find someone that you find attractive. I find a lot of people attractive for many different reasons. The secret isn’t to find someone who is nice, there are tons of nice people in the world. The secret is to find someone who wants exactly what you want. Someone who is ready to give you all they’ve got, and in turn be ready to accept all the love you have to give. The world is filled with people in relationship teeter-totters of “loves you more” + “I have to act mean so they will like me back” or “I am just not ready.” Please do not waste any more of your precious time. You are an amazing creature. You deserve to be loved until your insides melt. Don’t give up on all the things you want. When you meet the right person you will have zero doubt in your mind. Zero

2010-07-04T02:08:00.003+08:00

Dayah here updating for this lazy gerl . hahs ! Okay , just now in the afternoon she texted me ajak me go town . She said , if i'm not going , she'll not going . hahs ! Sweet perh tuy anak ? HAHAHA ~ Of course i'm going , cos Erica going too (" I was late , sorry Lala . Your turn to waet for me cos ol this while , i've been waiting for you . Nahh , this is for you > _|_ . So , how much is my fine ? HAHAHAHA ~ Met her at Simei platform dhen off to Ion . I do some project . hehs ! *evil smile* & dhen met Erica & Sepet . After which , proceed Cine . Okay , many people was dere , infact too many to mention their names . Slack slack slack ~ & i get to met my Abby Kecohrable . Miss her sia ! Sibehhh ! Dhen off home (: Here i am chatting with this Lala Lazy gerl (:

2010-06-27T00:11:00.001+08:00

Selling of Nike Air 90CL , intrested tag me oke ? Thaaanks :D

tanpa dirinya

2010-06-23T16:15:00.030+08:00

All th photo's above is on th sat & mon . Let's cut it short , on sat in th

afternoon follow belovedgrandma to Muhamadiya Halfway Home funtion

eateat & watch they perfome . So make a move around 5plus , then waited for uncle to

pick grandma up at inter , so i deicde to bring my cousin along to town . So took

train & mit dayah in th train . Drop at somerset then cousin mother called to mit

for awhile cause she wanted to give something , so went to 313 to mit her . So after tht mit dayah back at cine then procced to taka to mit her fren , meet cheha & mira at taka . Then we make

way our back to cine , & guess who i saw ?! ___ !!! at first i was like wow , then get to knw he's with his __ & __ =.= wth . ugh ! Msg-ed ira told her bout tht , she told me not to care bout

all this " karot " right b . Syg kau ! when i called twinney i almost cired )': idk why but only both of them knw my situation haixx thaanks kurgs . Skip evrything , when back at 11plus , reach jurg at 12.45 thanks goodness my uncle not at home hehes :D , sleep over my grandma house

till monday . Dayah text if wanna mit at town , so mit her erica & her fren at town . So do some silly things then ahahs ! so i make a move ferst cause i need to mit Ira , so get home at change .

Meet her at bedok cab there , slack a bought alot chocalate & ice-cream . When reach there i was so happy to mit her hug her ! rindu kau ! then when to garden . Cb ! he also tagged along with us urgh ! sunddely my mood change =.= i stop laughing & talking i kept quite . Some of then distrub me in sence of way to make me blush , hahas cnnt ! but in th actual fact im blushing *_* So about 3plus i decide to make a move bcause i hate seeing his face there this hatered feeling in me towards him . When i was about to make a move he looked at me & give this sorry smile but i just look away . You knw why ? cause at first i like-ed & its long time ago then i meet you again then i fall for you & im starting to have feelings for you BUT NOW i despise !! Get me now , you make th wrong move , you give me hope . Okay let's drop th topic , todayy mitting my

ghurlfrens how i miss them alot !!! nanty jmpe mesti peluk & cuim oke ! hehes .

Ira jangan sedih2 oke , he will be back soon oke ? i hope even how many years his

inside you'r willing to wait cause he's a nice guy to be with . I'll always be here when ever

you need me , like how i use to . Imiss waking up from sleep & distrub you sleeping (:

Eat togather ,went out togather, sleep togather . & took winnei ss from you hahas !!

Make th swift move

2010-06-17T04:20:00.004+08:00

Hello LovelyDovey , as some of you knw its my ____❤ todayy

so i was in lovely sleep . Mum wake me up & wish me but i just continue

with my sleep . She told me that my phone rang alot of times but i just turn them off (;

sorry people i was tired just now . Thaaanks for all th sweet wishes babyG & gentlemens

i app it alot it was like a wake wish for me . Okayy i startoff my midnight with playing with some

intersting game (: I cant loggin due to lack how sad , but th saddest thing is tht you dint even

rememberd my ____❤ thought you'll be th first one wising but i was wrong haiz . Oh pleasee God make this life more easier for me now , for th past few times its full with unhappyness event

& i dont want to go thru all tht anymore . What ever happens now i'll give in , just so tht i'll be always happy no more grudge oke people ((: Kayy im totally happy hehes ...

takpe luh kau tak call/msg aku tak psl oke . Tetap aku ader ghurlfrens aku , with out you i can
still survive man , i not gonna wait for you anymore byebye :D

Tomorow taknak turn oke twinneyy , turn cmfrm BAAAAAAAAAH ! kankan

i knw no need to hide things , plan kurg aku tawu . blueeeks !

Lastly papa i want my Charles & Kieth handbag , DC shoe & Fox Cargopants oke :D

Mama i nak hight-waist pants & curl-er with straightener (:

Happpy Sweet15 to myself(LalaHunneyy) semoga aku rajin2 luh pergi

sekula & berlaja . Kejar citer2 aku nak jadyy ____ ( tak buleyy ilang)

Jangan pkir psl bende laen focus kat study oke lala hahas ! i'll prove to

people tht i cant strive my goal especialy to my fuckass form techer (:
yes i like to slack & i dont like to rush things do things steadly luh nak kacong2

uatper , tak gune blaja2 tpy tak msk otak uatpe kan ? So after this June holidayy

i'll be coming to schoool evry single day with miss . Dalam class takmo tido , dgr cikgu

membebel (: bring all my books & do all hmwk . Takmo kluar selau ddk uma TIDO ,

uat keje uma tuh ade paya sikit uh . Niy smua lala nye wish for my burfdayy , yang laen takle

tawu secret Twinneyy tawu (: shhhh ! now lala nak maen game ,
tatata . XOXO

Iloveyou

2010-06-15T16:20:00.001+08:00

I sayang you , you sayang i . Kte sayang each other oke ? (:

I dont need you (:

2010-06-13T14:22:00.002+08:00

"Im Smiling widely , Goodbye sorrows (:

Dont need you to make this complet"

Deep inside

2010-06-13T02:51:00.004+08:00

Imissyou A ):

Imiss th moment when you make me smile ,

Imiss evrything about you . Onces i like you then you have someone

in you life tht time , so i just keep tht to myself . Then i met you again , & were single

so i was so happy tht time , we talk th whole night till dawn so its to go home . Ilove talking to you , when evrybody wanted to go home i felt not letting you go but i must to . So you pass your numb to text or anythink , in th afternoon text-ed you if were to have any plans but end up i go back to sleep . So th next day i ton at your place with my fren -frens & its also your fren . You were there but i was shy to talk to you , you went off early & i was down . Before tht took alot of picture of you but sadly your frens deleted all you pictures how sad ): So two days after text-ed & it was th first time talking to you on th phone & you dnt knw how blush im (:I was really happy that i get you , cause all happen just like a dream .

Then someone told you tht i like you , & you were veryvery sweet .

I still remember what you said , && ilove it (':

You wanted to mit me , but you were tired cause you just came back from camp

but you still come down my place . With your tired face i pitied you , so after my fren gone back ,you wanted to watch movie so we buzz to Downtown & watch "Killers" thannks for treating me .Th movie end at 2plus & so we have no idea to go whr , we walk to my place & when we were walking you were like distrubing me ' eh lipas!' hahas cause you knw tht i was terrified of tht stupid creature . So we slack & you went back home at 3plus , before you went you give this tight hug (': So reach home text you then you went to sleep . Imiss having you beside me & making me smile . But its sounds like we are in r/s but were

are just dating . I dont understand why things turn up this wayy , things get pretty mess

up when were are going back ): can those things change ? buhu sad . Things turn out th same again as last time , why you cant be man of your words . Why people need to hide things ? Why people have to lie ? Why people have to keep someone in silent ? Why people must keep someone waiting for them ? Why people hurt each other ? Why i must fall for you ? Why must i trust you ? Why must i belive you ? this question keep playing on my mind now . Enuff of all

this thought of giving myself a send chance of trusting guys but end up you spoiling it , for onces pleasee guys dont lie to a girl or cheat her cause it hurt so deeply even if you see she say its okay she will give you secd chance but deep in th heart she's hurt . Okayy im not suppose to let it out here but whr should i express all this feelings , im feeeling misrble . You said you wanted to prove tht not all guys is th same but cause i said tht im sick & tired of those hurtfull lies yes you prove to me tht all guys is th same Thannks ^^

so now lovelife can wait till its time oke (: be Happy

with babyG . Tmr there will be wedding near my place will be attentding it , & mondayy will

be my trip yuhooo ! im putting a wide smile & not thingking of you mind you i've deleted you numb so yeaa , & im thingking of changing to new numb . What should i wear tmr ? hmm ...

This will be my phrase for guys

" Laki hanyee menyusah kan hidop , kate2 smua tak buley pki

first2 aje sweet dah lame2 pragai mcm setan "

oke chalo beteeeh :) yay im smiling :D

Goodbye ,

xoxo

Hero❤

2010-06-09T08:30:00.003+08:00

" I Cinta You "

And now here is my secret, a very simple secret; it is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye.

Believe me if all those endearing young charms,Which I gaze on so fondly today,Were to change by tomorrow and fleet in my arms,Like fairy gifts fading away!Thou wouldst still be adored, as this moment thou art,Let thy loveliness fade as it willAnd around the dear ruin each wish of my heartWould entwine itself verdantly still.It is not while beauty and youth are thine own,And thy cheeks unprofaned by a tear,That the fervor and faith of a soul may be known,To which time will but make thee more dear!Oh the heart that has truly loved never forgets,But as truly loves on to the close,As the sunflower turns to her god when he setsThe same look which she turned when he rose.

Your pretty funny sometimes it makes me wanna laugh

when you blush (: Evry min i see you smile it makes

my heart skip a beat .

A❤

Im loving yestdaay , can i have it again

2010-06-06T02:19:00.030+08:00

see how happy are we :)

ilove th shot :D

takd keje ___

buroook kbye , riz maintain je

Hello , Bye

SweetCouple :DHulkman

Fav hobby dhe

Yestdayy was a greatdayy , wake up at about 4plus then mama just came back home

she cook jempotjempot , watch tv & all msg ira then get bath . Went out buzz to yewtee ,

waited for her there & procced to bedok we were not to sure bout what bus we must take

msg a fren of mine & ask so he said take bus numb ___ so skip evrythink take cab to ecp mac .

Waited for riz & frens , then ride to th last of ecp reach there they setup their tents . They were frenly & funny i like :D so after about 30mins we were there boi & frens came hehe , we were thirsty & i , ira & riz make our wayy to mac its was so far we were so exsusted . Its take 1hour to walk there , so we took a cab back cause we a drain tired . After all tht tired-ness we sat & talk , after a few mins ira & boi wanted ro seat near the beach hahas so sweet :)

so i was like taking people photo's hehes , then get to talk with ___ how im loving th moment when we were talking . When im talking to him i look somewhr else or look down shy^^ you knw . After which sip evrthing in th morning evryone was shivering cause so cold , so we decided to make a move a leave the others there . I was to cold & borred riz jacket so borred th cardigan to haron tehees sweet right hahas ! so sadly we make a move & must give th jacket back . So walk till bus-stop & took bus numb idk stop marine prade , waited for bus numb 15 .

Then homesweethome sleep at 8plus waken by ring of my phone how iritating it was .

So wake up a 5plus reply evryone msg baaah , then ____ reply fuuh ilike :P

then to tired to go anywhr , at 8plus went down & slack a bought a niceyummy ice-cream .

LaughLaugh , Talkcrap then went home at bout 11 ? i think so . Sleep back wakeyy at 1plus , find food hahas eat watch tv with daddy :D then here i'm updating this .

" His better then you in all factors boyy , i fall for his kindnes &

attracting eyes not looks oke "

Laugh out (:

2010-06-04T02:19:00.000+08:00

2010 (:

2009 , rinduuu ):

2008

2009

2009 .

2008 Beloved cousin

2008

2009

2008

2008/2009

2009 kawaan( ingnore muke aku)

2009

2009 :) kuruss nyee ,

2008 ( ahahs ketawe kan )

2009(perot mesti maintain)

2009

2008(much misses)

2008 ( hahas)

2008 (imissyou all )

2008 (kay muker stop it)

2009

2008

2010

Had a great laugh ? hahas , found all this at my old album

so decided to post it , Lots of sweet memories acutly there's more

but lazzy to upload it . See th diff i dont put on weight last time but when

2010 i put alot of weight hahhas . HappyLife :D

Im out of words , nothing much to sayy .

2009

Saturdayy Blast :D

2010-05-24T03:36:00.000+08:00

(Not all in th picture)
Last Saturdayys was a blast :D manymany people .
nak lagi can ?
Kecooooh ! its suppose to be HunneyMentel only but end up to join th others
we slack at cine fer quite long . Then went to cityhall walking huwaah tired y'knw ,
mood swing while walking due to some reason haiyaa ):
Reach Esplaned its takes us 1hour to walk there , we always stopstop . Like
amzing race like tht :D Slack at eplaned then steps HAHS !
Laugh alots , they surely a bunch of frenly people to be with .
Slack till 6 then homeswethome babhiey , the whole night
text-ed wiht ____ hahas rindu kau budo ! stupid gonggong
Take train , fuuh cold . I get to sleep fer awhile , saw someone
at inter eee ! tak suke ! benci ! took th same bus as ayu thn i went down ferst :D .
Reach home clean myself , booom dreamland till 5plus & at 8 went back to sleep wakeup
at 12.30 :D I had a blast of fun , 20plus people ton many right ..
Ika imy readyy liao ! syg kau jackass ! , eh ika aku nak ddk seblah
dhe lagi luh hhaas suke oii . Senyum dhe fuuh cair babe :D

Goodbye Sadnees , oh Hello happy Life . I'll stop thinking of you a

alreadyy dude , i had enuff of your childish atitutude at times

it will be cute but at times it will kinda irits you knw .

Nevermine we are just not meant to be togather ,

& LoveLife can wait till its time . At a young age now

you tends to get hurt easily . But i cant deny tht imy lots ,

i will read all th msg from th ferst till last haiyya .

I've lost hope toward you rascal , so let this be a goodbye .

Not tht i dont need you but we a just in two diff world oke ?

Batghurl akan tetap sayaaang spiderman kay :D muahs

Deelpy From My Heart

2010-05-18T17:18:00.000+08:00

Cry as I may these tears won’t wash you away

Wherever you are, you'll always be in my heart

Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime

I Dint attend school due to some reason only nana & bestf knows why ):

im really down , my mind cant get of you . Evry mins i will keep waiting fer your calls/msg

I've not slept fer two days just to wait fer you, revice msg from you yestdsay night at

11.45 but it was a dull one . After replying you dint reply to my msg as i been waiting till 5a.m

then i fall asleep & dint when to school cause im to tired to drag my self to attend

& see th facth tht you are not around . Evry mornin you will give me a msg asking me hows my day & all . I told someone about this & he says i hope to much , but noone really knws

whut i feel bout you , you are really th person who i truely love . Cause th wayy you makes feel

love is so special , i really miss th times we talk till dawn & straight i go to school not having a sleep & i feel awake cause evry min i think bout you makes me feel so happy .

Now i think evrything is th end , i dont knw if found a suitable ghurl tht suits you .

You are just ingnoring me , i feel tht i had done something wrong , i reall want to knw what actuly th reason ? :C You gave me a really high hopes but end up you trash all

my beautiful dreams . You rub all th castle clouds tht i always think of ,

im really glad i knw you cause you are thre when i really need someone

when evryones is away doing their owns stuff , when i had noone you are

cheering & making th world like my own . After all th things you have done now

you just when gone like tht without anynews . I know something happens

but i cant figure out whut is tht . God pleasee tell me whuts happening

i really need him only him tht i need , now ervyone is with their own life

they dont care bout me anymore only he shows his care towards me .

Jangan lah kau jauhi dirimu dari ku kerana ku perlukan dirimu di setiap saat

ku bernafas , tiada mu ku berasa gelisah tiada tempat untuk ku mengadu

tentang perjalan hidop ku . Hanya kamu yang aku perlu wahai sayang .

Walaupun kita baru sahaja berkenalan tetapi hati ku susah terpaut dengan

nyayian suare merdu mu . Wahai sayang aku perlu kan kamu kembali ):

You really have something tht captured my heart , i reallyreally

love you . Kenapa bile ku mencitai seseorang hati disakiti ):

Rascal I want to hear you sweet voice ):

Rascal I need you badly now

2010-05-16T13:39:00.000+08:00

Had alot of fun this past days , my ghurls really make my day.

On Friday went to take th stupid slip . then go out with NanaSexy

she acompany me shopping & find some stuffs yay ! im happy

wiht th things i bought . Then a night went sheesha with her & her guy frens

swear ilove th food & th sheesha super tumbs up ! Alot of funny things happend i

really laugh alot ! We distrub th guy who work they , best kan Nana , pity abg cute must

work berpeloh2 dhe ehh , taknk lap kan ke ? hehhes

Watch Norbit kekek gylee laugh at tht FattyWomen ^^

I was so careless when we left th restraunt i left my

things at th shop luckly my things were still there haiyy , smua psl abg cute luh niyy .

Took train with Nana but she must take th diff train cos she live in the west & i in th east

i really have super fun with them , Ad is th LoveDoctor & abg hansem kan

Nana hahas ! We have a date on Mondayy cant wait to mit you again BabyGhurl .

Xoxo

On saturdayy went town with preciousmok , walk around 313 nothing catch my eyes .

So went to this one mall idk whuts th name , then saw this hp shop swear th hp

was damn expencive fuuh ! Got this dance show wacth it then got this one bapok

alamak power uh dhe dance seekk abez siol hahas ! & got other dacner's also

mok i nak yg akai red okeyy ? he sumpaa cute , cair .. supose to mit Rascal

tpy malang nye dhe tak angkt phone . Walk2 aorund town dah mendak , mok suggest

go vivo waah ferst time or whut th ckp go vivo bgsbgs , train to vivo sumpaah kau gile bodo !

hahas ! had a long laugh wiht her eventhough i felt sad but still i show happy

face ): Ate our dinner at habourfront i loike th food delicicous .

Walk around vivo so i decide to sit at CoffeeBean to have drink so i buy peach tea blended

mok gador nan mataer aku jiwang sorang bhaek ! from th coffeebean to train i dint tok tomok

cos sunddenly my mood swing sorry eh mok , i really not in th mood to talk to anyone .

In th train raching to sengkang then we talk , then im okayy & i shout really loud when shh !

something happends ahhas ! & its really fvking loud ! malu lala .

Reach home , clean my self up then on comp till 2plus then went inside th room ,

& waiting Rascal to call but dint recive one sunddely i cried idk why sunddely i feel like crying

I miss rascal so much i think so thts why i cry , waiting for you call since yestdayy afternoon but still dint recive one till now not even a msg . Im really sorry bout th firdayy thinreally

tired & sleepy , i know i told you tht i cant sleep but suddenly i felt so so sleepy thts why fall asleep if tht thing thts make you angy im really sorry Love . What i msg you on tht firdayy i really meant it Love im joking around wit my words . When i say something i really meant it

you totally diff from those people i cant explain th diff but i know ILY ! no matter what

your background is tht is all happend you did in your past , hope now your change man .

I really deprate of your voice , i really miss you Love ! ):

Todayy Going out with Preciousmok , hope i'll be laughing &

forget all bout this thing haiyy ):

2010-05-09T19:44:00.000+08:00

Ilove My MokMok

Ai ngh obsess nan ikan pat atas wall ...

ai love to see her eyes , sukesuke

muke steam sak mok

Happy Mother's Day ! To All The Great-Mums

hari iniy suppose to celebrate mother's day at nenek

house bt susprisely mum is not back home so i will still be waiting to

grandma house . Miss them lotsa lagylagy Syuhaidah

rindurindu ! Mum can you faster get home its late ai want to

go nenek house ! dont spoil my mood can ?!

The whole day just sit infront of comp chat , do that do this

until i get veryveryvery boreeeeed !

&& i still have not eaten since i wake-up , how bout tht ?

Hunqryy but whut to do , i lazzy to buy food (:

Semua orang klau tak igt kan aku bhaek punyaaa !

nanty aku nyee turn uat iniy mcm k ?!

kite tgk ape krg rase k ? mrh ? saket hati ?

Skrg smua org pragai sialans eh ? knp uh peliik uh aku

aku igt semangkin hari org semangkin matang niy mangkin

kebudak-budakkan heran sia . Satu-satu bebual suke nah cock

klau org tak suke tuh berubah luh niy takde pikir pragai dhe

tuh bgs luh sgt kann . Please uh umor kau dah berape lagie

tua dary aku sia takkan aku nak nasihatkan kau pulaak kan .

Lupee kan orangorang tuh smua uhr tak berfaedah tol ,

mari kte ckp tentang exam , haiy ai rase ai

flunk my exam haiy tatawu ashal blajablaja tpy

ble part exam smua nye lupee smua information hilang

mcm ninabuey kan ! walaupon MYE ai nak jgk pass .

Ai dah tukar backgroud skins & change laguu a

amaciaaam ?! bhaek tak ?? ahahas terimaa kasiih syg

kepada Acap angkt mau lebih sia .

Tak lawar , Tak sedaaap tuh awk nyek

almari ai tak kisah eh Kechyk .

Oke-oke Left over Pictures patas tdy taw (:

2010-05-09T03:40:00.000+08:00

I Love You & That Will Remain Forever Baby ♥

Even How Much We Fight , You Still The Best .

How Iritating Your Atittude Is I'll Stay Strong .

Because You Are There When i Really Need Someone .

But Ilove To Test Your Patience .

Kayy ininy aje ai nak ckp , ailove baby somuch . When to town

andand jmpe byk org kenangan ): buhuhu . Smua dah berubah

ader mangkin kurus , mangkin lawar/hansem smua nye luh .

Haiy sungguh ai suke tgu org 1hour30min plus fuuh minat oi

tuh dah tak psl uh , dah dtg ade hati lagi tanye mrh eh ? wahwah

pkir lmbt 10min ke 20 min ke ? stuuuuuuuuupiiiiid . Ai dont like

to show off my anger thts why i dont entertain you & neglated

you , lyn uh diri sendiri dah lmbt beh nak ajak gurau takd mase aku .

Kasi alasan seribu alasan sak geraaam aje aku , tpy kan takd kau pon ai

happy oii lagilagi happy tersungguh happy :)

Eat dinner pat BK nan mok sodaaap sia nak lagie please .

So jlnjln punyaa jln gy Far East bcos ai nak Fried Mars

checkcheck kedaai tutp tak mcm nabeiy ke urgh=.=

Tros gy Ion jmpe Syad saye punya santa hehes , tpy jab jer kwn

dhe nak rush go bugis . So ai nan mok take train alek lor ,

ahahs ai suke nariy mok glye kcau org smpi tht org paiseyh HAHAS !

Dlm train ai tdo mcm babi ! when nak trn stairs ai jatoh sia punya

luh malu ader org niy tgk sebok uh !

Then go inter take bus home , pat dlm bus ai majok nan mok

bocs dhe taknk ikt gy 7-11 ! pemlz sak niy mok blueks !

Lps tuh ai alone buy milk then alek so here ai'm

Sekarang ai want sleeep tmr going out , wait i cnt wake up .

Tydo tak igt dunia , ahhahs :)

Hafiz'sLove

2010-05-05T11:39:00.000+08:00

Atlast i've th mood to update i will raley update due to lazyynes .

♥Bestf & i are back togather hehs sukesuke , imy GEMOK !

Exam is on now i've really been consentrating on my studies

i dont want to repeat th histry again . Had enuf of th cristsisim

of retant haiy , so dont bother bout tht :D

Whut should i say i dont trust anyone anymore

especialy guys lies after lies can you onces in

your life dont tell a lie. Whuts wrong with

truth yes sometimes truth mayb hurtfull

but it will be good to be frank right ?

Rather then be hurt in a long period of time

after you fall deeply for that someone .

Guys nowdays is so ungratefull they dont tresure

whut they got until they lose it .

'S' you think i trust whut ever shit you said before

NO ! i just ingnore whut ever came out from your mouth

I knw its just a sweetlie , im not tht setuuupid kay . Im not a

kindergarden kid who you can play of .

♥Bhy , afte you told me about your feelings i was touch but

as i told you im ready for any serious relationship

& its not easy for me to gain th trust back from guys its

really hard for me . We are close friends right so i'll be there for you .

If there's fate it will bring us togather no matter how long is it ;)

Iloveyou ♥bhy ! Muahs ...

Going of to sleep soon , ♥bestf klau nak jmpe cpt call

if not in th evening then i'll wakeup :D

nanty you call i tak angkt , standard tdo mampoos ;)

Video niy kuneek luh !

Oh you such a desire

2010-04-25T20:35:00.000+08:00

Will Be Awayy & Will Not Update . Currently im Lazyy to update anything

tht happends , Evrything has turn upside down :c

How i wish evrything is normal as last time .

Now i dont like entertaining people who i dont

knw , & I hate nosiy places . I want pease & quite

place . I've gain alotalot of weight , im becoming fat to fatter

tkper luh saper kisah , mane tak harihari lantak Kinder Beuno

& Chips More . SleepSleep all day until i paitaw evryone hahas !

Sorrey !! Do you people belive in first sight , if you dont i do .

I've been dreaming bout this someone who i met at JurongMrt

Ira should knw why , hahas :p

kkbye humans , I want to Sleep =.=

Will Do A Proper One When Its Time :)

Sejak dirimu hadir

2010-04-20T11:20:00.000+08:00

Atlast im back , haix im really feeling that something is going on wrong but i cant find whut th root is . I've happy fer th past few days yay ! thc to tht Ghurl . But now all has come to an end no fun no more late night adventure haix . BORED !!! Rindu smua kenangan manis ... Oh alangkah indahnya klau boleh berjmper dgn dirimu lagi , dirimu bagaikan mimpi indah yang pernah ku alami , Tidak pernah ku berjmpe dgn seorang jejak seperti dirimu . Walaupon kite berjmper hanya seketika setipa hatiku berdetik ku memikirkanmu , ku hanya berharap kite bertemu lagi klau ader jodoh muahs !! Hahahs ... Currently im at school doing this stupid art thing , lazyy to do . Must find do whut cartoon thing , MEPEK uh cikgu . See nvr come school fer only 1week get in-house suspision mcm siak ergh ! Life is sucks now !how can i make it a wonderful one . Like those happy peole out there , how ? I want to work & try to find another school , my current schoos is bored i want more intresting school tht could attract me to go school evrydayy . Privite maybe ? Ika is back to school , welcome back dear :) Kkay im off now , Dha tatawu nak type ape lagik pape nanty i update lagie kayy Syg muahs ....

Love you All

2010-04-14T14:08:00.000+08:00

Ayy pepos , wow ! so dusty . Since for along time i neve update buys wiht life now , hiax many things happend but i just cant type it out here its to personal . I dont knw if this is right step im chossing or the wrong one im so confuse i dont knw who to turn to. I'm really sorry Mama & Papa i have been making alot of trouble for the both of you since i was sec1 not that i want to seek attention or whut so ever but you now i just wana try to live my life alone thts all , but i know wihtout you i feel misrable . i cant live outside like other youngters did , i live safetly at home someone who i can trust so yea dont be worried sick kkay my belove parents muahs . Ohyeaa i've been missing schhol for two days how i miss school tcher craps & my frens laughter jaix nvm will be back when im ready ayy people . Bestie i know you are worried but i will go back soon ayy but i'll contct you evryday to say tht im save & still healty kkay syq . I dont whut has happend to me i've been becoming a diffrent person this year , i dont hid people advise at all haix . Nvm will be back soon people LoveYouPeople , Only certains kay . Family & parent i damn myshinq you all . All of you dosent know whut i feel right how misarble i feel when i nvr see you fer like 4days haix , until i dreamt bout you all . hmmm tc bye

2010-03-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hello Sayaaanqs !

I just came back from JB tireeed liao , wake at 10plus thouqth tarq jadyy tawk

qo to father room ask if jadyy so jadyk . Cpt2 mandyy & siap ol dhen procced to JB , i tell yu

uh JB people ol veryy kancionq one uh when im boardinq th bus no aticad never sayy

excusee me or somethinq just push lyke tht think th bus qonna tun awayy . Still have manyy bus luh keep tht , qo City Square cos i wanted to eat at Kenny Rojers ^^ yummy delicious very chep somemore then wanted to qo to th toilet bt lame sia must pay 20cents uqrh ! Window

shoppinq then went to Holiday Plaza to check some stuff so took taxi there , when walkinq around saw this

salon have promotion fer hair treatment so ask daddy if i can do th treatment so he sayy yes . Aww he waited bout half an hour plus i think sweet riqht , kate bpk aqu (: So after tht imaa

soo hunqry we eat at Sinqah Selalu th food fuuuh yummyyum ! ol food nice luh to me accpt

it must be pleasentble & they must cook my taste of throut . I ate Nasi qorenq sambal belacan

& i still want it now , buy fer me can ? So after eatinq i plan to qo Anqsana cos i want to look fer somethinq so went there & papa bouqht me a Air Max shoe fuuh iloveyu dad nice y'knw . I was tired so decided to qo homee before tht buy alot of Chewinq Gum mcm dha narq jual sia hhahas ! want some ? Soo now here im feelinq so tired & sleepy , but still hunqry uh , I want Nasi Gorenq ): Theres an unknown numb called me claimimq tht we otp berfore last year but seriously i dont knw who is he ? random uh orq2 nyk . Hahhas kkayy now i want to find some food & eat . Byeee Lover'Bhy's

Imysh Bestie luh cb ! kkay aqu rindu qaw CB !

2010-03-16T14:36:00.000+08:00

This few days is been a qreat one , been qoinq out with love-ones . Acutly i lazyy to update but just to kee it a life soo here will be a short post yestdayy went out with Dollydea wanted to buy some thinqs but cant find one soo just walk around & browse . So bout 7plus we qo to chinatown & mit her fren Sha idk luh whuts th name then i just seat fer awhile & went off mit my fren . Slack2 thenn qot somethinq happend no need to share here luh kkayy , blalala then took taxi home reach home around 2plus . Reach home mama ask this ask that , when i explain she dosent want to belive soo i just keep quite , i just answred back when i suppose to , skip tht thinq bath evrythinq dhen straiqht when to sleeep . Tht should be all , pictures will be at FB lazzy wanna upload here leceeh liao . kkayy bubuyee

2010-03-11T19:36:00.000+08:00

Ima cry babhy , even fer th smallest thinq .
I just feel tht im not qood at anythink :/

Ai hate yu Forever & ilove my Bestie♥ For Enternity .
Bestie yu have been makinq me lauqh all th wayy ,
never stops makinq me smile & lauqh
yu are th best of all . I shyq yu bhy sqtsqt .
I hope th trip this mondayy will be a terific one (:
Hahahs ! & i had fun just now i really cant stop lauqhinq .

2010-03-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ~! Im tireeed sooo tireeed =.= Saint pat MEREPEK fvk yu all uh maen kasar abeyh menanq whr qo fair play lyke this ergh ! Dont step bqs uh Siglap better than yu all Sorry Ruzaini im critisinq yur school bt th fact whut hahas ! Cant wait fer March holidaay fasterfaster ! have alot of plans plan up ((: aint yur smallkid who yu can make use of kkayy , lyke i've said to yu before i dont entertain noncenses lyke this im just constratinq on my studies . Love cant brinq yu to no whre yu will end qettinq hurt & stress then lack from yur studies ergh ! i dont want all tht kkay . I wanna pass dude kkay :D
Btw saw my old fren last sat when i went to shop with papa , maqkin kiyuut sia qaw waduuuh . Papa bouqht me Mp3(pink) iloveyu laaah ! Yur my best Father , noone is better then yu luh papa .

This should be a short post cos i wanna qet some sleep now , im tireeed -.-

SweetLove ,

2010-03-04T20:29:00.000+08:00

Im havinq fun this few days , i was on mc fer 2days down on flu & fever . So went with bestie three days staiqht been spendinq alot of my tyme with her sweet riqht , i've not spend my my tyme with her fer th past few weeks cos im to busy with my own stuffs but see now i've make some tyme fer yu . NUNU ! i want more cakes & muffins but it must not be in chocalate kkay ? My comp has been givinq my prob since last wed i cant loqin to any sort of internet lyke fvk riqht ! ergh ! soo now comp is lovinq my back soo i can update my bloq . Many thinqs just happend fer just lyke a blink of an eye i dint expect evrythinq will turn out lyke this i hope i cant turn back th clock . Im just tired to qo throuqh evrythinq , i wanna qet a break . Bestie ilove yu ! only yu who understand me , only yu can make smile when i dont even want to . Sometime yur irrittatinqs & sillyness thts whut make me love yu alots ! cheiiy mcm mataer gytuu eyh ...
Hope th work we interviewed fer called us back (:
Im Boreeeeeeeeeeed ~! I want ipod-nano(pink) & a vios laptop(pink)

"No worth waiting for someone who never love you , but deeply in your heart you love that
person whole heartly . Because in the end you are the one who will suffer"

2010-03-02T13:30:00.001+08:00

I Mysh bhy ! Ahyit ?! Aqu sayaaanq qaw kkay ! cpt2 topup luhk , aqu rindu qaw sial ! ty jmpe kkay byle qaw free bhy ((:

Love ,

LaLaBonch

2010-02-26T18:49:00.000+08:00

Saaaap ! Sayannq's

Today's fyne , nvr attent school due to my sickness FEVER . So stayed at

home todaay , in th morninq watch 'Momok' chunky introduce it cos he & hys brudder

oso watchinq soo th movie is quite funny even its called momok not scary at all . Th ghost can make jokes somemore hhahas , while wacthinq chat with YannaSiowtii & kechyk . Then bout 10 i felt sleepy soo went to sleep until 4plus wake up watch movie aqain 'Princess Diary' while watinq my porrige,sausqe,salted egg & caipor adoii ~ ! YummyYumm finish it all soryy mama nothinq left fer evryone ((: Seriously imysh my Juliets i know there's some conflic bettwen us but even whut ever happends i still love all yu . Even whut people say in my eyes all of yur are some kind of frens who i can click with , i hope this matter have is solution & we can qo back to time we use to be lyke last tyme , Imysh th tyme we are toqathe ): Now i wanna lay low not gg out to anymore there's a reason why , Soo gonna mysh all of yu , i know there's alot of new Julietssoo i hope yu all will be happy . I will contct yu all whem im really fyne , now to many obsticali need to qo throuqh haix soryy Darlinq . Imysh th tyme we used to spend .

Now im suppose to qo clinic with mama but we must wait aunty come back from werk ferst

So currently chattinq with YannaSiowti lyke aqain we talk bout all sorts of thinqs hahas ^^ , Billy no plan eyh ahahas , poor thinq . Aiz im sorry if bout me yu bloq been spam , Sorry darlinq .Kinda mysh school even oneday dint attend feels lyke a year cheooy fake uh !

Have fun oii at home (: ! its been 3days yu nvr contact me i knw yur pp8 low but atleast

give me a call ot whut , im worried sick bout . Yu think i can wait till 6march then yu

topup waliao weiii ! ergh ! wateve luh Im lazzy to care bout people now uh

waste of my tyme onlly ! I wanna eat swenscens ! mama please treat me please !

2010-02-23T13:46:00.000+08:00

Hows Everyone ?

See th picture above th center one is me 'Poo' arent she's sooo kiyuuut . This is my old tyme favourite show i lyke to watch this show when i was a lil ghurl & i've a collection of Teletabies in my room . Poo is soo short & frenly jus lyke me should i chanqe my name too poo ?? kkaay let's chanqe th subject currently i'm at school doinq some prep work fer my malaay project baah ! && printinq Poo's pic to put it under my class table lame isit but im obsseses with it anywayy .

Schools fyne with my BabhyGurla around she th one who alwayss make me goo to school ((: Even whut people says i'll still stay by her that whut frens for riqhts ... After this nned to qoo fer CCM lesson ergh ! lazzyy liao then qot detention somemore puck uh ! Sometime i do hate school fer this kind of reason .... Guesse whut Ahyit is back fer 6mnths hys in atlast his out even i dint wait fer yu but still i remmber bout yu kkay dear (: Since yur back now qood lor hahahs kaay im out of words :D This sat gonna watch movie yay ! i'll not paitaw aqain kkay , promise bhy !!

BabhyGurla ilysm , We will be Frens No matter Whut

kkay . Nobodyy can break us apart fer any kind of reasons .

As i sayy whut matter is heart not yur feelinqs .

Shafiq[A]dilaahh Forever

Ilove my self alriqhts

2010-02-21T16:57:00.000+08:00

How's Lovely♥ ?

I'm drop dead & boreed todayy , evryone gone out . Here am i stuck at home

lost fer entertaiment , some of them should be sleepinq now cos there's a pit yestday &

some should be out . Naah its kkay this week i would be a homeghurl stayy at home

onlyy , all i do is watch tv,movies,eat & sleep . I've lose some weiqht im soo happy will continue

not to eat junk food & only healty one . I've wasted my tyme thinkinq over yu , over this few

weeks lyke a insane bitch who always lookinq at yur pic smilinq until i fell a sleep in class

fer lookinq at yur pic . Why should i be jelous ? yu'r notinq but Special hard to find , to bad yu'r

someone's now th evry main thinq is ILOVEYU i'll be happy if i sees yu happy .

Yu are th Greatest Friend Ever . Life becominq bored & bored , im losinq th one i care

&& love slowly by tyme goes by isit my attitute make them chanqe . I felt Weird

this dayys i dont feel lyke myself , i feel tht im th soul & in someone else bodyy.

Evrythinq i do felt wronq lyke there's somethinq Bad/Good gonna haapend

next ? whut isit gonna be ? Im unsure bout evrythinq now ?

Baaah ! i wanna qo out company anyone ? catch a movie or whut ?

Now im obsessed with love's sonqs & love storyy , beinq an emo hahs

naah its just a tempolaryy favourite thinq .

Gonna Ranq bestie up & ask her out .

Find some interstinq movie & watch it ((:

Goodbyee Pretty & Handsome Bloqqer♥

Im proud to sayy tht im OFFICIAL over hyme ((:

&& im really happy bout tht waduuh !

happy banqet no more heart pain deehh !

2010-02-20T14:13:00.000+08:00

Whut Suup Pepos !

Schools been a horried ,, this weeks many thinqs happend idk why when is start

to lyke school many incident happend . Oh gosh onces thouqht yu are qood fren

&& who i can turn on when i've problem but end up yu stabinq me from behind

why yu must be lyke this , when yu fouqht with her i thouqht she was wronq .

But yu are worse talkinq bad bout yur fren from behind & tell those thinqs

'we' use to talk bout at pepo whut's yur intention exactly lady ?

I dont understand yu ? I heard alot of bad stories bout yu but

i dont care bout that all , cos i know yu are not that kind of person .

Yu kind,carinq,sweet & stand for yur fren but i was totally

wronq yu were not that kind , yu are person who directly lisent to whu

rumors says . Whut matters is heart if yu really take that person

as yur good fren , yu will not treat a fren lyke this . Frankly speakinq

imysh th old 'US' who use to be a good frens . Togather alwayss be

promise to be frens , no matter whut happend .

To Mama ; Why do we always fouqht ? why ? im really sorry if i did direspect yu , or hurt yu . But i dont know why , i've alwayys try to please yur heart to be good dauqhter . But yu push me to be rude & sayy harsh thinqs yu start evrythinq , there's no intention of myne to be

rude but th words come out from yur mouth is heart pain

soo that why now evrthinqs turn out lyke this . Im soryy mama i really dont knw

my love towards yu has fade , no more care fer yu . I keep cryinq when yu sayy those

thinqs , yu know tht i hate when people talk bout retant soo whut i retant !

Its me who face th embaracement not yu , Im stupid soo whut its my lyfe not yurs !

If its goone notinq im th one who suffers . Haix thinqs has gone Bad to Worst

i dont want our r/s to be lyke this . I hate livinq my teenage lyfe lyke this

Even thouqh all this year yu have been sayinq hurtinq words to me i wept silently

i never let it out evryone see's a happy ghurl lauqhinq make sad people

happy but herself never have been happy . I want happy lyfe ilove ervyone of mye

family even thouqh yu all says i poirortise my frens ferst but yu are wronq .

My family came ferst in my lyfe i rather lost my lyfe then lost my Family

cos without yu all i'll not be livinq here now .

Yu all always sees im alwayss out with frens evrthinqs frens , cos theyy understand

me more then yu all , i feel happy when im with them i felt somethiinq .

Im sorry if yu see changes in me from now on , i'll not be th old smily ghurl & who always talks alot ): Im down in saddes .

Juliets : Sorry i cant attend today's pit , yu all should know why . I really wanna qoo but

i've no mood to celebrate anythinq riqht now , But thanks fer helpinq me out bout yeatdayy thinqy , Yu all a true fren inded , yu people has hepl me in evrythinq i'v had . Iloveyu all

2010-02-15T20:11:00.000+08:00

Im really myshinq yu ! Babhy tht soo called last tyme ,we reffers each other . Said there's a special feelinq towards each other , whuts happeninq now . I hate my self fer beinq so naive , im really onto yu . I wrote yur names evry where i went to & i make yur name as my name taaq . I've contact some guys to but im not soo onto them lyke im to yu . Yu understand whut i needed , evrytyme when i'm with yu i feel soo qood . Yu mananqe to make me happy & smile even im down . Thanks fer beinq my sharinqpartners all this while & thanks fer beinq such a qood fren :) Its hard to qet a carinq fren lyke yu , but evrythinqs has come to a end now . Im really down bout it but it will heals by tyme goes by . Yea its a heart pain when i see those pictures taken & th word iloveyu at yu taqq & her bloq . I think both yu meant to be toqather i dont want to spoil yur r/s with her . I'll just wish yu both lonqlastinq ): & i'll treat tht i nvr knew yu before Goodbyee whom ilove so mucch .

2010-02-15T03:29:00.000+08:00

I hate yu ! allthouqh in my heart iloveyu

let it be a secret . I will be over this by tyme

yulove her & shelove yu to .

So make a perfect couple :)

Saket hatyy ghee !

2010-02-14T01:11:00.000+08:00

How yur dayy Pretty & Handsome , Awsome ??

Myne is qreat :) in th morin as alwayss had my tution , dhen at 2.45 went out to eshun mit my darlinqs . So im alwayys th early one neveers late one . Wait-ed them fer lyke 45mins then procced town wait fer IraPendeek dhen all qo Far east eat at idk whut's th shopp uh but th food is very nice treat Myraa sweet riqht , i knw :D Then qot this laddy uh kakak2 luhkann she lauqh lyke a dokeyy hahahs verry funny luh sia . After had our meal we qo to taka mit th rest , Theyy drink luh seyhh there but i only take a sip hehes but thouqht of takinq a sip more finihs alreadyy thx uh krq .... alot of funny thinqs happend . When around 7plus qot this ghurl come uh , kiwaaak step aner peyh hawt duduk in th middle of th guys & some whut she seat veryy near to **** waah heart pain uh ! all say she lyke buah keduak really sia pakai bedeak setebal teponq tpy taq akai anytink stupd ! && saw alot of pepos hehehs . I make new fren Ichasiow cheiy step baru knl rabaak gytu . So we taketake photos talktalk dhen all qo CH walkinq waaah tireed luh seyh , pipe air mestii mau tahaaan , sweatinq lyke a piiqy luh sia naseeb taq bau eyh . Smpi ESP buy water very th thirsty yu knw , seat then saw funfair apee laqie i & dewi qoo uh skaly ferst2 thouqht i not enouqh moneyy so nvr ride th thinqs all uh check wallet qot some moneyy soo treat DewiKecyk fer th SkyRide $7.50 per person taww sweet riqht i treat heeer cheiiy ! anqkt mau lebiih ghee . Gereeek yu after take th ride i voumit merlion hhahas , then walk back to mit th rest smua mcm tanyee bestbest , i was verry geedy then seat one corner keep quite . So told Icha if she wants to qo home so went home with her ,dhen blalalla lazzy to elobrate . When i went home kene fuck jab nan mama . Now im verry tireed :)

hys soo kiyuuut luhk ! ilove to see when yu tripinq , the wayy yu smiled aww make's

my heart melts . Hope to see yu aqain next week :D

2010-02-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

see how ugly , i without make-up

we are tired of tuns of pics we take

sweetos uh nyk !

slipper ! maen pranan

ape motive uat nyk jqn tanye !

nyk nqh gossip sal someone ...

lawar taq rambot ??

muker baceeeyn siak !BabhyLove , LyynKechyck

BelovedMataer , MyraaSmallKid

Mukee issshk !

Nyk nqh busy eatinq & nqh pedas ^^

Hello Juliet & Romeo ~ !
Soo today is not thth fantastic , went to skool blalala ! went to class qet red packet contain chocalate & sweets nicenice . Soo went to th hall , gusse whut pepo's my class won th ferst fer th class deco woohoo happy uh ! not a waste fer all th deco we hole class did :D soo watch th concsert till 11plus then finihs skol alreadyy yay ! holidayy fer 2dayss only but still holidayy enjoy common test has finsih i think i did well in geog,english & sci cos i studied hehes . Confident mau lebiih ! Soo afta skool went home straiqh called myraa up if today th slack soo suppose bestie follow but she paitaw-ed soo went there alone reach there bout 3plus . Slack2 at 211 with Myraa & Lynn just th three of us but still fun to th max ! take alot of photo's , then we called nad aske her to join us waited fer her quit lonq . After tht follow myraa qo near her blok cos she wants to qo home do some stuffs . Then followed by nad follow-ed her home & we qet chocalte verryy th delicious , then mit faaz at idk whre qot this blok i forqet wait if i remmber i tell uh .

Slack2 talktalk lauqh2 , we make a move cos im tired & lynn tired to so we slam thn make our wayy home . Thn went to inter with lynn kyte dua can be veryy qood clique bbl maha bbl uh kyte non-stop peyh hahas ! smpi dhe dha naq tron day bus pon still bbl hahas keccoh uh ! she's my babhyLove kaay :D Sooo went home cos call2 bestie mdq2 nyk leoqonq tatwu naq jawab soo bath all , when playiqn th comp she call leceeeeuh uh ! thn qo down buy food & Oreo IceBlended my Favourite :D thn lpk2 i smell so nice jsut now bt nestie baceeeny taq mandyy ! cheiyy iloveyu bhy ! kaaay dha byeee ! tc's

Aqu Juliets Yanq Punyaa abeyh ashal eyh ? qot problem with that fuckers ?!!
Dont lyke tht's your own fuckinq prob , as i knw i nvr distrub your lyfe

alriqhts Bicth & Asrh !

2010-02-12T11:26:00.000+08:00

"Trying to make this workBut

you act like jerk Silly of me to keepHolding on."

Babhy stayy forever , say you'll be riqht there to love me for lifetime

Say you'll be mine & i promise you i'll love you forever

Till th end of time .

Babhy make up your mind , one dayy you love me

th next dayy you dont

Babhy quit playinq games , you seem to like it

But babhy i dont

Ohh , i can see exactly whut you do to me

Its plain to see , aah

Never thouqht that i'll lose my mind

I did this time .

Babhy stayy close to me

Sayy you will be riqht there to love me for lifetime

Sayy you will , will be mine

For all time and i promise you , I'll will love you forever

I'll be there till th end of time

Boyy , why cant you see

We fit toqather , we're meant to be

boyy , if you were mine , i treat you gently

You one of a kind .

I wanna be th one for you

Nobody else but you

2010-02-07T01:38:00.000+08:00

Whut's up sweetheart ? this kinda random never i update bloq at midniqht , cos im to boreed so here i am updatinq this bloq . Todaay supose to qo out wiht Juliets aqain bt to bad i wake up late liao stupiid or whut , so fouqht wit mama at th eveninq cos she took all my savinq fer payinq my tutionfees fuck sia , suppose this all cnnt be happeninq cos all this is not mye reponsible its theirs , I save all tht moneyy to qet mye self PSP of mye own i dont want pepo to buy fer mye or anytink , i nvr eat at school i nvr qo out & spend moneyy unnesscearly just fer th PSP & now whut!burn all fer just tution fees lemo luh sia .Still can ask whye i cried non stop , cos im hurt sunddenly all mye hard burn , all thrash just lyke tht thouqht of end of th month i can qet th PSP alreadyy now whut must save aqain waliao weey were qot fair sia lyke this , yu th one who apply fer mye tution yu pay luh . Erghh ! reallyreally anqry ! how i wish i qet alonq wit yu lyke some other mother & dauqthers .

As always said , im still myshinq yu . I cann see yu are chanqinq dear whye this happeninq ?

I know we treat each other as fren but th bottom of mye heart there's a special feelinqs

fer yu . Both of us said frenshp is better then r/s cos its will lastlonqer riqht . But i just dont

whye i always have somethinq in mind tht somedaay yu will be somone else & forqet

bout mye i knw i kinda lame bt its true . Many i kwn , only yu i tink is th best amonq yu resembles someone who i last tyme really tresure but in th end we end up saddly ):

Th niqht calls , lauqhter , jokes , smiles (:

" hang on there, quit losing the ones you preciously hold onto. They could be your pillars of strength all along, they could be the reason why you’re still strong. "

Juliet Rebellicous uh eyh !

2010-02-06T01:18:00.000+08:00

Todaay School was fyne , When maths lesson i qet back my Maths Test to my shock i qet evrthink wronq , wanna knw whye cos i doo all carelessly qoodverryqood :D then is was Science i slept till malay lesson . Cikqu Ida in a bad mood todaay she ask Dan to move but her reffuse to & keep claapinq hys hands & inqnore her dhen she came to Dan table & shout at hyme a throw a box of stars at hyme . We all was lyke wth* hahahs , soo we have Common Test soo i do it properly hope i past luh please God ! So afta school Tell Mr Chiang i cant attent hys detention todaay so went home & chatchat Dollydea text mye if wanna taq alonq to buqis to i agreed cos i was boreed at home soo , at 3plus went out mit them at buqis but lyke usuall i waited fer them cos im always earlyy nvr late :) Soo afta mit them follow them find burfday present fer Iraa Boifyy , soo afta a round of findinq theyy qot them self a nice Shirt . Ohyaa i met Afez there & he gives mye two stick of ciiqyy , soo there's two boys followinq us one is kiyuut aonther no need fer to explain ony juliets knw , theyy so fuck irrits i was lyke veryy tired & theyy were lyke distrubinq my lyke pakcik2 kpo ! hhhas soo mit Budda lonq tyme nvr see hyme , MyLovelyDaddy soo slack at th stairs snap2 pics them procced to buy food . We all verry th hunqryy leyy i bouqht LJS verry th delicous yu knw , slack at esp && waana knw whut qoot this ghurl uh step trip rabak luh sia ! woohoo her jalan uh fhuuulaaamakk chanteeq uh riqht myraa ?? hahas kaay i cant stop lauqhinq when i tink bout tht ghurl so more whut seat beside mye scandal boifyy no shame ! hmmpft dhen went to eshun to meet tht lahabao kiwaak bubble uh eyh !! stuuuupiiid kanina couchibye fuck yu ! last mint i need to qoo off cos my sweetbus has arrive half waay talkinq nvm still have other dayss yu will no qoo where want alriqhts fucker ?

Soo now im fuck boreed anyone willinq to entertain this laddy riqht here :)

Complicates Thinq

2010-02-04T18:30:00.000+08:00

School as usually ohkaay , only with those yp's attitutude still lyke a small kid luh . So i've no tyme to entertain pepo's lyke try to drop mye yu totally wronq my dear . Im lazyy to update soo here will be a short post .Im ohkaay wit mye form tcher yes uh ! Eyh krq kann masi bwh umor aqu uh soo i dont care uh pshal krq eyh , yu all cann just fuck off ! alriqhts pepo lyke yu dosent deserve mye attention such a attention seeker . kaay thts all byeee sweet darlinqs . Sapee makan chilli terase pedas nyeq luhkann ! tc :D

MeMorie Yanq Indaah

2010-01-30T17:59:00.000+08:00

eee ! mukee buroook uhk nyk !
Currently im boreed so i decide to update my bloq , todayy ntn much happend i had tution in th moninq till 12.30 . Soo annty & uncle came down to my house to do idk whut talk2 to mama & off theyy qoo to their new house maybe toninqt theyy will be sleepinq over mye house , planned alot activity todayy but im too lazyy to attend evythink due to my sracths in mye eyes & my runninq nose . Then went back to sleep till 5.00 thn onlyne recive alot of msqs one frm kelly & another is yanna dua ajak kuar sorie dalrinqs qoot other plan luh next tyme kaay , next week kuar nan kelly & boyfy ty lala take ncie2 pic fer both of yu kaay :D Suddenly i mysh mye old memories wiht tht someone whye i cant still forqet those thinqs , i tried to forqet yu bt evrytyme went i read all my post & our msqs i still cant qet over yu . I know tht yu have tht somone special now i just wish yu both a lonqlastinq happiness i'll be happy if i see yu happy . Even thouqh i need to suffer in mysery itskaay , i'll try to qet over evrythink soon cos i reallyreally love yu alots bt itskaay i take this as a test frm God . Why quys alwayss th same why there areant a diff one who is really diff from other's if there is one theyy would be some elses . Haix whye suddenly my post become soo sad kaay lets chanqe th subject , Lyfe been a wonderfull one fer mye this year eryone is nice & studies become a joyfull one . Now currently chat-inq wit AriSanchi , Faishal , Jaja & ShaSha all lamee dha taq chat standard lala busy wit school nowdayss whr qone onlyne on weekdayys only weekend only :D Now wanna watch moviee idk wut movie bt goinq to find want cos im suprb boreeed wiht a biq 'B" hahas byeeee sweetdruqs && Ilovemy FavouriteBoyy Jafni th CopyCat boyy stupidd arsh ! ahahaas ! eee whut happedn uh too yu yestdaay after qoinq to tht website hahahs ! yu distrub i post whut happent yestdaay kaay ? Saaaayaaanq qaw luh bhyyy<3>

You th one ;

2010-01-29T15:56:00.000+08:00

Well as i sayy this week school been funn only detention is lyke hell , i still own them 18.5hours wowow ! lyke tcer sayy im th regular customer at detention corner hahah ! alriqhts let mye sayy more bout school class ? how ? they treat mye as thier own same aqe fren & thts really touch mye even im older theyy nvr treat mye diff . I fell more happier in this new class , how bout mye studies goinq on it have improve on evryof mye subject . Maths i have improve more bout it i dont need techer to wake mye up or draq mye to do my werk , i have more intrest in styudyinq now i reqreat for not pullinq myeself last tyme to consentrate on mye studies . Now i knw why is studyinq is soo important , soo to th people who hate to study or qo school better chanqe or yu'll reqreat in th end mye dear . Soo in school im alwayss wit this two ghurls of myne qaqaliaoliaolala we alwayys toqather no matter whr we qoo yu cann see us toqather , should i sayy they are soo sweet even im detentin courintine theyy still wait fer mye even it till late . Soo sweet of them riqht :D we are some monster evry recess we will always eat & nvr think of pepos ahahs kaay stop talkinq crap & secrets will come out . Ohyaa at school i lyke this onboyy even hys younqer then mye 1year soo whut i dont care , but th saddest think is hys someone else BrokenHearted with th biq 'B' . Evrydayy i come to school hys th one i see ferst & i'll be smilinq lyke a insane ghurl hahas cos he sooo damn kiyuuut cant imaqine if hys myne thts more plesure , huh ? haha kaay lameee . I mysh alot of mye darlinqs to many to sayy here only bestie, qaqa & liaoliao knw haixx , tmr qoo out ? not soo sure qoo whr luh , babhy qoo kude kepanq , Juliets idk lor , bestie qoinq twn wit frens nvm uhk seat at home only lor bee a good ghur this week dont qoo out alriqhts :)

Whut A waste !

2010-01-27T16:46:00.000+08:00

" Life is not all about winninq or qet th thinqs yu always dream of , its about archivinq it"

Schools fun & pepos has been qreat , im really myshinq someone hope he will come back ):

How?! Jelous ?! OMG serve yu riqht ... Im Soo fuck up wit BB & Ms Nq i hate both of yu !

My Baby's has make mye have fun at schools thx to Annaqah,Ika,Nasha & Ainn :D

JUliets still remain Forever eyh !!

Take Me Away , From Th Asmosthe

2010-01-23T13:39:00.000+08:00

This week as been fun fer mye , 3 days stariqh nvr studyy qo fer couses & field trip cheiyy dha baek tawk skrq come school . As fer wednesdayy i dint attend school c0s of someone i sacrives my school just fer hyme bt atlast all this i qet . Mit hyme at eshun pick hyme up near hys blk thn head back to pr , slack2 then i showed hyme attitutde when i read hys mqs at hys phone kaay uhr standard if he conct with ghurl i dont mind if only 1 bt this not 1 or 2 its more lyke 5 - 6 kiwaak tros sot jek kann otak . I said i wanted to qo out & ask hyme to leave & give back all mye moneyy ferst2 he presuad mye not to step maje2 luhkann tpy i dont entertain all tht i still insis to qo out dhen he throw all th moneyy at mye & walk off soo i take th moneyy qo inter mit mye fren fer 10mins & head back pr . thn i saw hyme sittinq under th blok wanted to give hyme th moneyy bt he make mye run afer hyme . I asked bestie to acompnay mye to find hyme c0s i pity hyme he has no moneyy to qoo home , bt when i wanted to qive hyme moneyy he tried to run awayy kiwaak qaw buat aqu mcm barwah qaw siak . Law taq syq kan i can just leave yu lyke tht , soo until now no news frm hyme dont care anymore uhrk start afesrh :D Soo on Firdayy juliets plan to mit at wdls soo befor that mit them at eshun & i waited fer 1 sweet hour i dont mind waitinq lonq fer mye darlinq cheiy ! drq smpi slm2 smua , then saw bus 196 took th bus & proses to wdls , at tht point of tyme i was fuck hunqry bt nehmind wait till niqht . Slack at bunk till 9.10 talk bout ol of probls . So geraak to causewayy then terserempak Dira they talk2 to her & i busy talkinq otp asusual standard ! hahas then klau dary causewayy terjmper drq laqikk bbl2 laqik . I cant stand th hunqer so ask myraa to BK & i treat her sweet kan tawk Bouqht 2 BK chiken & shared wiht all juliets c0s kyte smua nqh lpaar nyk bru kat Sweet Family :D sklay mama dha call so must alek went home wiht yanna keneq & dance frens i stop at infront of ikea & took a cab home reach home at 11.30 naseb mama taq bisiinq cos even im late i still qo home cheiy dha baek uhr nty will alek sianq nty uht not now ahhas . Todayy supose to have an outinq wit them to hendesen wave bt i cant make it due to family outinqs sodeey paah beb )': taqper2 laen kli uhr...

IlOve MyE JuLiEtS ThEy WiLL ReMaiN In MyE HeArT FoEvEr TiLl ThE WoRlD EnDs !

Aqu benci orq ketiga ! nabui !

2010-01-12T16:21:00.000+08:00

Ayy pretty pepo ! lyfe currently sucks ! bt school rocks yu knw . Mye new lovely pepo been makinq school fun fer mye , they nvr fail to make mye lauqh even thouqht they are younqer than mye 1year so wht ?! i dont care tetap drq aqu peyh darlinq :D cheiy step sweet . I've not updatinq bloq & been in cyber worls since countdwn wanna knw cos been att to this pacticular guy . I just knw hyme bt he has thta somethinq that attracs mye yu knw , when we go otp he always craks jokes . I just love how he treat mye cos when i've fail in lovelyfe hys th one who cheer mye up . We been toqather since 10110 , so throquh out th days we been fiqhtinq bt mye patetin have its limits . Ohkaay uhr when i read all th bitches msq yu dhen yu its just contact or ex & yu apoligse kaay its forgiven , but when day by day yur rudness towards mye its till th extend yu knw . But when i sayy th word break i dont really meant it , if yu love someoner yu comfort that person riqht not to be sacarstic . Heyy dude yu think th only one cann contact other yu are wronq , yu think of hurtinq mye 10tymes harder i will hurt yu . But by doinq all that is not worth yu knw , im not those kind . If i really love i'll try all ways to get yu back , but i think its karma now last tyme i've done th same thinq . I'll try to forget yu alriqht Mohd.Hazmir Bin Hussein ): I had fun mittinq yu & went out wit yu that dayy darlinq . I'll mysh th nyte & morinq msq that i will not recive frm now on aqain ): Iloveyu all mye heart mye this i get in return i thouqht yu can prove mye wronq towards wht i tink bout guys but yu prove mye th same . Thouqht i can qo lonq with yu bt haix . Let's drop th topic 2moredayys to onemnth yq hancur tpy i've plan to qo out wit hyme haha ! tpy see how it goes luh kann :D ,

Biq Monstaa , is inlove ?

2010-01-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

Ayy ! mye dayy was bored todayy wake up at 1plus was awaken by mama walao tqh shock2 tyto kenen kcau mimpi manis sia . So plan todayy is to qo out to town bt to mye lazynes i dint qo out anywhr just stayed at home . While watchinq tv eat alot of craps thinqs && guesse wht i gain weiqht sussposinqly i wanted to losse weiqht bt i gain alot thx alot to mye evrdayy meals i ate lot in one dayy i ate 4 to 5 meals waah cukop tyme krq tqk lala dha jdy monster hahas . been text-inq wiht mye ols fren Ricko sumpaah tattinq nyk setan hahahs kaay dont to ellobrate much :D Soo i watch tv till evninq all th shows gerek2 , was sooo bored soo decide to onlyne && to mye susprise mye ex onlyne !! Fadil i rinduu yu sia law now we still togather dha oneyear eyh dulu yu tql kan i bcos of that Shasha ergh ! hahs past is past dha luper kann pon . Nanty dha bez ddk hostel jqn luh plak mask aqik susah kann mama ajee , taaqper ty dpt i otp nan mama aqik smua dhe complain kat i hahas . Dha drop th topic , sunddenly mye syq msq uh how sweet dha topup dhen text mye this ''Baby ! My sayanq'' sweet kann nyk ank hahas && hys nvr stop askinq fer psp lek uh bhy its wit mye fren , stay stronq on ur lyfe dont ever give up its all pasrt & pascel of lyke yu need to qoo throuqh all this . Just remeber i'll always be by yur side . All of yu must be thinkinq hys mye boify naah hys not hys just mye new buddy soo pepo buzz off ! wana say anytink bout hyme i just dont care :D Lyfe just becominq more & more boreeed thouqht of goinq back to old lyfe bt on th sencd thouqht i'll trouble mye family by doinq all that . My new resolotion is to be a good dauqther & niece to mye family will not trouble them i have trouble them on th past two years im reaally sorie not that im wana seek fer attention bt . I just waana knw whts really lyfe is now i knw wht it all means by Family , I cant wait to qoo school faster ! i wana use mye new baq & shoe ilove em should i sayy they look gorgouse ! superb . I've just to bear wit th same old thinqs bt this tyme is just studystudy , familyfamily && babhygerls no more playinq around beb ! i will put partly of mye attention & other is to mye other thinqs :D

Soo i tink im over yu now its just a tink so uh . Not fully ohkaay cos mye love fer yu still there , bt if that someone has th somethinq that i love soo fuck past aiyee . I've been crapinq this seens i start th post i just type wht i feel too kaay so ingnore those broken english or wht so ever aiyee ;)

Hati ku terluka

2009-12-31T11:36:00.001+08:00

So dusty ! i've not been updatinq fer 2days . No tyme to update busy wit new thinqs yestday went swiminq at senkanq wit mye jiran all gerek dohh ! they all really make mye forget bout mye thinqs . Swim2 , lauqh2 & had really lots of fun yu knw :D Then supose to mit jahat at eshun sorie uh beb i called yu many tyme saper suroh taqq anqkt . After swiminq go toilet chanqe dhen kann ader luh mina's nyk kann hahah kaay dont want to elobrate here . Dhen i was fuck tired to take bus to inter so take cab dhne take bus 89 reach pasir.r put thinqs at home ferst dhen qo shop buy waffle whoo sodaaap oii !! abeyh tuh lpk2 jab nan bestie rinduu dhe oii bhy dont let us drift apart aqain , bhy imysh dadddy hahhas ! Ohyaa i forget to mention yestday is Ricko's burfday Happy Burfday dear yq ke 19 haha ! hope yu have a nice lyfe ahead of yu mye lonqlostLove :D hahas nyk orq paitaw kia btl nyeq dhe kater narq kol kan tpy stakat kasi mysh kol jekk stupd uhr beyh kul 3 aru msq morninq heyy dear im sleepinq luh :D Newyear whr am i clbratinq ? nope not gonna clbrate sorie to Babhygerls , Jahat ,Erfendy & Ricko will not gonna taqq alonq wit yu all erfendy & babhygerls should knw whye riqht syqs hmmm ... So this countdwn will be a dull one fer mye tis year haix maby tis a test from god to mye bt i cant just be stronq bt thx i still have family wit mye they are mye pillar to mye strenqht . Yeaa is hard to sayy goodbyyee bt i need to im lieinq if i sayy i nvr cry or dint mysh yu uhr . But im tears to dry to cry aqain , im just happy that yu ones myne & im glad that . Now i just wanna consentrate on mye studies only & im serious now no more playinq around . Kayy so now i just need to get over yu sure it will take lonq bt th dayy will come . Sayanq i setia & cinta pade yu sorq ajee tpy nyk i dpt in return . I tawu im not a good grlfy bt kann evrone make mistakes noone is perfect kaay , I do all that wit reasons ohkaay bkn saje2 jekk . Walupun selau kyter gador kann taqq pernah terlintas dlm otak i narq berpisah nan yu sbb i syq yu sqt2 , kyter bru kn knl tpy u touch mye heart mmq susah i narq lepas kan yu pty ape daya i need too & move on wit mye lyfe . I harap yu will find a beter gerl who can treat yu better & nice gerl ohkaay , Whut a dull & blue end of th year evryone now leads a happy lyfe haixx nvm still i have Family ,bestie & babhygerls lovethem [J]uliet [R]ebellicous Tetap Di Hati Ku :D To Erfendy & Shyyqnn lastlonq aiyee yu both walupun ape krq gador or wht jqn lafaz kan kater break . Go thru it togather kaay :)HAti

chanqe thinqs back to better

2009-12-29T12:32:00.001+08:00

BHY ! imyshyou whye i need to reive such msq when i wake up , i slept early cos i was damn tired before that talk otp wit mye lonqlostfren then i tertdo while talkinq penaat luh siol . babhy msq at 0343 i dint get to read it cos was sleepinq kan . When in th morninq i wake he ask mye fer break bhy ashal mesti gyni i syq . Whye cant we sort thinqs out , dint i ever tell yu that i never love a person till this extent yu th greatest gift i ever had . i CAnt bear to lose yu bhy th thinq i everday wish fer is to be wiht yu cos iloveyou somuch whye we must lyke this ? whye love fade why bhy ? why ? Why must yu stop lovinq mye ? I knw i've not been good bt plz give mye a send chance i promise i chanqe , baqi ku qaw hanya yq satu . I nvr knew i love till lyke this , ferst i thouqht it will be just normal if yu love bt haix . When tht tyme yu say yu wanna tak break yu see how much iloveyou . Even thouqh kan our rs has just started bt i feel lyke it has beenyears we been togather . Whrs th promise tht we give each other , whrs th love is better frm others whr bhy whr ? Yu will think it easy fer my to forget , yu see if i love someone its hard to forget it will month sometimes years only bestie knws . Bhy as i told yu this th ferst tyme kaay i setia & cinta pade SATU laky ajee kaay i dont knw whye i turn lyke this , Th only word i can say now is ILOVEYOU , INEEDYOU , IMYSHYOU . I dont whye yu need to leave mye i thouqht this rs can go far bt im wronq totally wronq , yu knw whye ferst i accpt yu cos i want yu to beinq liqht to mye lyfe . When yu wit mye i've been happy even thouqh kan we selau gador bt still bhy mye love fer yu nvr fade kaay NVR will . Yu say we can still be frens yes we can bt i dont how to put in words haix . Soo this few days would be blue one fer mye , & Newyear i cant clebrate it wit yu bhy imyshyou seriously ineedyou .

Can i have th old you back ?

2009-12-26T13:48:00.000+08:00

Th two days had fun wit babhygerls they really make th day , while with them fouqht with love aqain & aqain i just dont knw whye , wht happeninq to us . Are we uncompatble ? imysh th old martin whr did he qo ? you are just a diff person now you are not th martin i knw on 141209 . This is th ferst tyme im serious & setia pade satu laky ajee kaay i repeat this th ferst tyme kaay !! When i give ypu th mornin msq atleat you eply morninq back or wht bt you eply 'u lets take break ' tros waterfall siol you just dont wats happeninq when u eply those msqs ): I just donw want to lose you i really loveyou babhy , i dont whye im so attracted to you . This not th riqh tyme say goodbye , all th msq i send you ask you to leave mye i take it back i dint mean it i felt so usless , im always makinq troubles & uat orq susah ajee haix . Now i dont whts in ur heart bt i tink you have no more feelinqs by th eplyinq mye msqs i can see it eventhouqh u say you only love mye bt still i can feel it babahy ): Cant we sort thinqs out, be lyke last tyme ? cant we ? You knw when you wit mye even im down im really happy cos you there always cherrinq mye up bt haix . I knw by not cominq back i put you into trouble bt im really sorie , i need to have some peace i really dont knw whut im thinkinq at that point of tyme otak lary sia serious sia bhy . Now i just need you back th old martin back not th new one pls can imysh hyme so much ):
Lets start all over aqain i will be better i will be qood ohkaay ? promise (:
Erfendy thx fer cherrinq mye up & talk to mye till late niqht make mye lauqh & smile . Only you who undestand wht position im in now thx fer th advise (: Th funny jokes & lame question are soo lamee ahahhas ! cpt2 mataer nan shyyqnn nty leyh doubledate kaay hhahas you mye bestbuddy mcm phm ! ^^
Juliests you all are mye bestgerl whom now is always in myeheart loveyouall , aper terjady sekaly pon tetap dihati ku (: , dollydeaa thx fer th homesleep hahas ty we webcan aqik ahahs :D

I never knew it could be sweeter

2009-12-22T16:39:00.000+08:00

Mye Sweetest Family,
Nyk ada Lala ! Cute & flufyMuker tarq perlu sia ^^

Case dha penaat nyeq pshal

Nice view , & i was lookinq at that cute guard :D

Water Fiqht with aunty

Sweet arent we , muker same kan

Berat sak nenek ku

Narq step kiyuut !

Ingnore my masai face =.=

Nyk law kene mkn isshk !

I was eatinq sodaap dooh

Spot anytink , Im taller :D

Ohh mye face sucks ! hanya aqu jer leyh ckp

Cute kan tqk uh kakak sedare dhe !

Oh gosh ! im stuck at home , kaay nvm bt still i have plan to ecp sorie kelly i dint tagg alonq cos im lock & i cant get out . Wakeup at 7.30 switch on comp watch some movies cos all th poeple is still asleep , watch ' Kal Ho Naa Ho ' sodeeeh oii if i were th gerl i should find out th truth ferst seyh . Half way watchinq i sleep then wake up back wtch again after that watch ' Pink Panter ' sumpaaah kekek lauqh2 . While watchinq chat-ed with Bob lamee sia taq chat , bbl & mit hyme rindu oi same nyk Helmi hahas th person who lyke to crack jokes . Ohkay i'll study hard this tyme :D Should i bloq bout yestday ? kayy abit will enouqh mit babhy i was only late 5mins then we proced to inter take mrt to Douby Gourt watever it spells wanted to watch santau bt cant find one , so mrt to Orchard watch Avatar at Shaw BOthers its my treat sweet kan bhy ^^ . So while watinq bahy had hys late lunch at KFC i was full so i dint eat , so its 6.15 masook peyh lamee tqu narq start th movie draqqy bt it worth money , narq kater sedihhh taq luh sedih sqt hahas , after movie mama kol kimaaak small matter pn narq uat biq fuss sot sia otak if u knw mye well if im not in th mood i'll be quite people talk to mye oso i ingnore . So kan babhy got upset bout this cos i dint talk to hyme i msqsinq wit bestbuddy , Yq palinq uat aqu sot yerluh dhe tqlkan aqu siol blood tros boilonq point plus wiht th gerl infront of mye stare2 , narq step uat muker phetatic sumpaa aqu taqder mase narq lyn . Tros mood lary siak smpi pasir.r terjmper mye ex yathe smiled bt i cant be botherd , take bus home smpi uma bath smua . I was freakinq hunqry so mama cook mye favoarite mknan kasi habez smua hahahas kebulor siol , beyh on comp chat wiht lovely souls . Babhy im sorie to aiyee why do we always fouqht , uh ? Idk all this can still go on , you th soul who brinq meaninq to my lyfe . Iloveyou more than evrythink else i just hope this will be as pernormal , this is just th beqininq wht would hapend next ? Your hug make cozzy , Your kiss makes mye feel you'r mye all . I cant bear to lose you eventhouqh we fouqht or wht i wish we will stay togather thru thick & thin cos this all is part & parcel of lyfe . I knw my english is a throshes bt i just hope u undenstan wht i bloq :D 141209TillForever

There's left over pics , at th zoo enjoy th pics above :D

Love: a temporary insanity

2009-12-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

If the dull substance of my flesh were thought,Injurious distance should not stop my way.For then, despite of space, I would be broughtFrom limits far remote where thou dost stay.No matter then although my foot did standUpon the farthest earth removed from thee.For nimble thought can jump both sea and landAs soon as think the place where he would be.But, ah, thought kills me, that I am not thought,To leap large length of miles when thou art gone,But that, so much of earth and water wrought,I must attend times leisure with my moan,Receiving naught by elements so slowBut heavy tears, badges of either's woe.
Your Love & Care has always given me strength to win against all odds & given me a reason to smile , You may not be Mr World, but you mean the whole world for me . Your Love gives a meaning to my life, I never know could be , Nothing in this whole wild world, means more to me, than you and your love.

how much iloveyou

2009-12-20T02:31:00.000+08:00

Eyh sial uh sot per , saje eyh qaw tolak aqu mcm free gytu . Beyh qaw bukak poem siol uh qaw pikir hebat uh tuh mcm hahs . Bahan kekek uh lu lek sua law qaw pikir aqu heran , naseb uh ader zan haah kekek eyh ^^ . But overall chalete geraak gylee mkn cake taqya akai taqan tuh dha mcm cacat siol . kaay it will just short post cos im really no mood baek uh eyh im just jokinq bt u mcm ape gytu orq bbl baek2 siol haix paper luh mlz uh narq gador2 . Tmr Ricko will go New Zeland sodeeeh pah taq dpt jmper aqu nyeq setan gonan mysh u deary freeen ): Bhy im soriee kaay , iloveyou taw

You flys mye a way to a better place

2009-12-18T18:49:00.000+08:00

See th guy above hys my ExpenciveBoyy aqu punyaa tuh ^^ ! Im lazy & i've no idea wht to post here . Just to say im happy to
be hys , he make my lyfe a more memorble one :D Love hyme half of
mye lyfe , i tattoed ur name center of my heart . Ever since i knew you
i dint expect we will go this far bt its all true now ur myne . I cant live a send without
you , now u knw half bout my lyfe bt th other half i tink it better be a seceret i just dont wana u knw bout th past . I will try to be a better gerlfy aiyee babhy you only belong to mye noone else.
You try to hanky panky with mye dont try to think of doing that . I still can forget wht happend on 161209 kecooh ghee !

I knw that iloveyou

2009-12-15T12:55:00.000+08:00

Yesterday meet bybhy under mye blok , then take bus go tamp chanqe & take bus 10 go vivo . I wanted to go sentosa cos i wana whuts new there dha lamee oi taq gy . Byler smpi ucuk kol tanyer pshal G-wacth ask baybhy law dhe tawu ferst dhe ckp pat buqis dhen tah katner alqie beyh i ask ader uh katsaner tros dhe ckp tatawu lenqonq sia u bhy . Take yq mono rail to sentosa stop kat idk whr jln2 skaly baybhy ckp narq maen luge & skyride so kaay , then dhe peyh counter sempat dhe cuci mate ey bhy syq qaw uhr ! hahha byle naek skyride muker seram sak bhy . After naek all that jln2 tqk wavehouse nan azuura heheh :D beyh ader icecream shop seat jab bhy mkn ice cream bbl2 mpk sia qaw bhy narq msk alek nty qaw maty cmner dha aqu jady jande hahas . So he want to pahlawan beach tatawu luh ape motive dhe kan so gy JALAN KAKI ! taw not naek mono rail peyh luh penaat soo dha smpi ddk pat nyk satu tmpt tqk sunset alh2 sweet nyeq syq u luh bhy . Lamee jqk kyte ddk2 cytu areoplane ilanq ey bhy typu sia tuh smua i dont belvie (: 8plus geraak dary cytu proceed vivo , dhen babhy beli bju pat topman lawaar kan i chosse , dha 9.25 naek mrt go ponqqol take bus 3 . Ohyaa luper narq ilanq saw mye ex Airiyl hahs sombq sak hmmft ! Smpi my my area 10.10 qo 7-11 buy food super th lapar luh teman babhhy mkn jab smpi 10.45 dhen i go home . & now im myshiq hyme alaah nari cnnt mit hys werkinq bsk uh bsk kaay . notinq much to elobrate nari dha kene lock luper narq mintk kuci frm mama im stravinq lyke hell now .

Its so unbelieveable

2009-12-13T20:19:00.000+08:00

Heyy bloq is dead fer awhile yeaa lazy to update (: Kaay lyfe have up & downs evryone knws that , i've knw u fer only fer a short period of tyme bt th feelinq its lyke 10years of knwn . You came here & always makinq mye smile all th way 24/7 but when days goes by i knw u found that somone & we have talk bout it to , yes true if we love someone we must have hope on it bt i just dont lyke hopinq on somethinq that cant be true its will be a hurtinq endinq . Eventhouqh its a hurt mommen th thinq to say now is that i will be happy if u are happy . If you wit that awsome gerl i wish you both a lastinq relaship (: We will still be frens , i thouqht i will nvr have feelinqs fer u in th end now haix ... When ferst i read ur pm sunddely tears roll down , idk whye its so sudden i felt totally jelous . Now i see whut love means ,i thouqht i had you bt u dont belonqs to mye . I will not be those typical gerls chasinq after guys who have gerlfy , i will back up & find my own ways sort thinqs out :D . I will not be sad guys come & go but someone special come only oneces it will nvr come , you will find your true love someday now we are only at our younq aqe dont to sad wht over just be glad its oneses urs (: It will be fake smile & plactic happines

Niqht Falls , Sunrise

2009-12-08T09:31:00.000+08:00

Now just came back frm pasir.r park thon there waaah sunquh cold sia ,met alot of new frens smua kaki gerek neyq uhr . Bila dqn drq taq terase mendak nyeq serious taq bohonq :D ferst mit them at E!hub steps then prosed uma enta saper luper , dhen gy 7-11 buy thinqs ddk pat void deck eateat,drinkdrink then the boyys came they oso brouqht drinks . Kaaay idk whut hapend to mye aleh2 badan num & feel fuck dizzy . So smua go bustop to waet fer ijal he said 10.30 bt atlast he came at 11plus tink so uhr taq pasti , i keep voumit its lyke 4 tymes muntah cool peyh colour white wohoo chanteq doh . So smua gy swan peyh tower lpk2 & i call kefel omq did i say sometinq wronq or anytink idk need to ask hyme . Abeyh dhe ckp ltk kol back in 5mins soo tqu uhr barenq2 kat atas smua lyke couples only mye meera & nad ajee solo hahahs . Then drq dua ajak trn jln2 pat bwh dhen was borinq cos called kefel dhe taq anqkt , so try2 uhr call chucky hhahas kekek uhr bbl nan dhe orq dha takot uat orq laqie takot jubo sia hahas . Dhen kan drq call ckp katner kyter ckp uhr kat luar , beyh drq ckp they sesat dhen kyter gy tmpt tower drq gy tmpy kyter cool or whut .Smua gy dwntwn alek tatawu luh knp kan lala jsut ikot aja , dhen blalala smua taq perlu elobrate ape terjdy katsane . Kter pmpn gy batu6 ddk & kyter cyter2 best doh dqr cyter drq . Drq bukak laqu dancedance , talktalk , lauqhlauqh ,dhen dha paqie kul 8 tepat kyter gerak dari cytu take bus 39 home , dhen take taxi to papa works place take keys dhen homesweetyhome<3 & now fcuk sleepy narq tyto waaah katil sedaap nyeq

To lovelybestie : knp kene jady gyni , u knw why riqht i do all this . why cant u just understand mye pesision if u in mye shoe how would u feel when sometinq happend the same as mye . You surely feel sad & feel u are not appricaited , when i chanqe alot this past month yeaa i knw mama buy my alot of thinqs bt did she apreciat whut i have done , NO u heard mye conversation wit her riqht , she say wht i dint call her luh whut so ever luh . I felt so hurt bt to u idk luh u fell hurt or not if ur mum say that to u its minor thinqs to mye its a biq chanqe now . But after th conversation yestday i 've chanqe th mind set & thinqkinq , bt i really love u i cant bear to lose u , just bcos of this stupid thinqy u want to break this 2years of friendship eventhouqh its just 2years bt our memories is just to stronq , we have been evrywhre we travel at alot of places . If this gona be th last i will mysh our weird lauqther , bored on a lonq bus , gg out togather , watch movies , explorinq thinqs , shariqn musics , lauqh at ppls ,do stupid & lame thinqs , otp & talk craps , go shop & see that someone , sharinq mye problem with ue , cryinq infront of ue , tickle ue , distrub ue , talk nonstop , get u agitated gona mysh all th funs babhy ): plz answer mye calls been callinq u since yestday niqh & msq u bt in th end it died coz now enerqy , loveuesomcuh mye darlinqbabhybestgerllovelybestie<3

I will Give u mye heart , mye wordsTo

2009-12-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

Nyk nqa shiok2 mkn siak

I was lookinq at th funny uncleGylaa punyaa oraaaq !

MASAI ^^

Ader potensial jdy model taq(:

Sedaap dohh nyk Yuummmy ..

Fuck face siol !

Friday 4.12.09

Home>Lepak-ed>HomeSweet

Saturday 5.12.09

Lepak-ed>Home>Inter>Sunpla>CatayGarndMovie

Soo we watch NewMoon th movie start at 9.45 , so its still 8plus so mye & mama borswes around , do some windo shoppinq . So i lyke this one dress so asked fer th priced gusse whut its $110 waliao whye soo exspendsv . We walk2 so got this guy saw hyme onces at th cashier went im buyinq th tickets , then twise when im browsinq thinqs , third at th excolator , fourth in th shop , fiveth in th cinema & i was lyke totally in love with hys smile evrtyme when he walk pass mye always i recive this sweet smile (: So its 9.45 so qo watch th movie , its draqy movie bt its kinda fun & Taylous Launter is so charminq ilove hys body th movie ends at 12plus so wanted to take th train bt th servise has ended , we took nr4 back home otw home text with kecyk , so i asked hyme to entertain mye he said he wanted to call so otp with hyme till home , i bath evrytink & its bout 2.25 he wanted to sleep to let hyme be .I slept at 5plus .

Sunday 6.12.09

Tday my frens uncle weddinq so wake up bout 1plus text bestie wht tyme she's gg . So she's gg at 2.05 , so gg to th weddinq seea lot of handsome guys wooo melts oii kaay saw didi he is so kiyuut ue knw even hhys short bt still kiyuut . Play-ed moment of truth hahas one of mye darkest secret is out ! howhow ! Acutly today supose to mit kecyk at bp bt i dnt to qo there due to somethinq & its damn far . Asked hyme to come yishun cos it quite near to mye , so after that blalal conversation he asked to come cck more far sia , really i im not lieinq i hate to travel far & lyke alone its so bored . its not i dont wana mit u bt tyme dosent alowwed us to im really sorie i knw today u qo back . Bt still u have ur other homeleave riqht ? Countdnw maybe we can mit bt i dont knw if u want to): Eventhouqh we just knwn each other bt i really mysh u knw idk why sunddelny th feelinq came after th last phone call .

Fly lyke a ballons

2009-12-04T07:34:00.000+08:00

Oh atlast blogger let mye update , love u so much(: kaay currently was awaken frm mama nagging in th morninq thx to u i cant put mye self to sleep yestday slept at 5 n was wake at 7 wow 1hour of sleep only imagine that pepo's . So yestday in th aftanoon meet AmyyStay my new fren she's so prety u knw & she's was with he sister i cant rember wats he name but she's also pretyy . Im taller dhen amyy hahah she's short , kinda fun went we were talkinq . So went we were slackinq their fren came her name is kelly she was gg to maya to thought of meetinq her there bt this particular person paitaw-ed mye in th last min nvr asnwered my kols nor mye mesgged waaah ! called u many tyme , when i msq u ask mye to wait waited fer u till 10pm how bout that & maya has already started thx to bestie acmopany mye till nite . Still do i nvr go maya bt i enjoy mye so called maya at th playground hahaah ! Bout 10.30 fecth mama at th bustop went home , bath all i was lyke freakin hungry so cook some food msq2 wit bukhari then my name was th same as hys niece hhaha cool or whut:D bout 12 he was sleep so fast nvm . So there's this person luh riqht msq wit hyme fer awhile to get rid of mye bordem he ask mye to kol so im th stupid one kol hyme , so with th conversation started he was lyke burstinq into anger bout hys bruder & this particular gerl . Im not sideinq anyone bt he thouqht i side hys bruder he said this " qaw dha tawu aqu busted , abeyh tawu laqie letak uh' dhen i say " ue ashal nyk , naq megamok ? " then i was not in th mood to talk so i put down see how nice i am talk nicely not rude as u , actuyl wht was ur intention huh , really cant understand seriously sia . So ingnore hyme & mye stupid hp wacth mye favorite show till 4.50 then go to bed . Not forgetin on 8 there's underage party at ButterFact $22 ader icecramboy oii wanna go ! :D

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To beloved: I still do love u so much , i could cry evryday fer u to make u come . Th path ended just bcos of minor thinqs i knw its has been 2month & 26days fer people to say its has been lonq but fer mye no its lyke just yestday we knw each other . Eventhouqh we always quarle evryday secnds mint hour uncountable bt still iloveue cos u are my love . I mysh ur vurgarlatise,ur rudenes evrythinq .We a drift apart since u have some problems i giv u ONEWEEK bt still u wit ur problems , evryday without fail i will always check on ur profile to see whuts new , its hurt when those fucktard commt on u, u are att bt still u miggle with them , i can give leay way bt pls have some space & crossline . I mysh when u dint let mye slack,go out,chalet mys being pamperd by u babhy . Even u treat my lyke a smallkid i knw u love my riqht thats why u dint let my do all those thinq idk if im riqht bt thats whut people say not mye uh . I mysh th last tiqht hug we give each other & on that point of tyme we a not in good terms just bcos u wana go mlysia haha really mlysia i dont belive:D

I will nvr chase u when u run , i will nvr whipe ur tears when u cry , i will hung-up th phone when u sad cos th numb one thinq i will do is i will run with u , i will cry with u & hug u , i will be by ur side when u are sad u mean evrthinqs to my bt i cant prove that to u i cant explain evrthinq infront of u .You nvr fail to be a greatgreat boify to mye , u treat mye well so well till i cant forget those memories we shared bt whut a miss all th pics we took i delted ): Now i just hope ur a really happy with ur new lyfe dont get ur self into troubles , take good care of ur family & ur fucuther wifey . Finish ur resevse fast get a new job u cant be sargent all ur lyfe riqht(: Wish you th best in ur lyfe deary

MuchlyLoved,..

2009-12-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

Greeetings !

Julie Here (:

Lala tak boleh log in !

Nyaahaaa .

Poor lalaa .

She's cuteee kankaaan !

anyways , we can meet each other as & when starting from next year ,

weeeeeeeee ,

knw why !

cos

We're in 2a2 .

happy tk girl?

hahaaa .

hmmm . kaaaay !

im out of words .

anything any what ,

tell me kaaay lala the cuteeee (:

Lalaaa , tkmo pmlms tolong ibu kay?

Sayaaaang youuu !

:DD

Lala Says

" I Hope , Tomorrow's Event , Would be a joy ful one "

K Bye !

Asalammualaikum .

2009-11-29T16:47:00.000+08:00

Lala dha mlz narq update paper laqik pat sini , wastinq mye tyme nan bende bodow nyk ! Im lazy to entertain cyber werld , paper text jek somtyme oso i will off hp lazy to entertain ppl's . Only Azif knw why riqht GALAH . So tis use to be a always happy bloq will be dead & dusty aiyee (: goodbye ... & i realy mysh ue th old u , why do u chanqe why must ie be so fast !!

MuchLove,

Always On My Mind

2009-11-28T12:25:00.000+08:00

On Hari Raya Haji went to nenek house , & all they were lyke ey whut happend to ur hair . Mye & mama just lauqh hahaah . About 2.30 alonq came & brinq us to Pusara Abadi to visit my late grandfather grave . Reach there make a short walk then there's th grave read some doa & pour some water fer hyme . I mysh hyme so much thouqh i was wit hyme fer some years only ): . So went home talktalk then ude wanted to go home but i still wana stay so we dint follow them home , so its bout 6plus eat alot yummy cos th food wasn damn nice we gossip bout ppl maa told us thta there's this gerl 17year old was raped by her own fren cos was totaly trip . If u wana drink or sometinq brinq ur gerlfrens uh stupiiiid uh . Wacth Paranaomal its was tirinq afte wacth i go straiqht to nenek room & sleep until 9 wake up wacth Rindu Raudah it ws a very sad stroy bout tis lill gerl i cried while wacthinq it . S bout 10.30 went home reach bout 12.00 bath evrytink . wacth tv fer awhile then to my lalaland sleepy ue knw kaay ! today gg out wit love ones<3

Hearinq those empty promises

2009-11-25T20:22:00.000+08:00

Ayee Monster & Aleins im stuck at home & im fckinq bored liao . Both parents still not at home , thouqht of today wanted to qo out bt sad thinq is i wake-up late exact 4 waaah a youqn lady wak-up at thta tyme googgood huh . So when i wake recive mysh kol frm tis person call-ed back waliao just wake get lectured baqoos uh , mrh taq tentu pshal sia dha mmq aqu tyto mcm babi abeyh ! Soo onyle fer awhile , then hunt fer food . Chat-ed with some bad soul muahahha ! until now . hearinq some sonqs sunddely this particular sonq remind mye of some past memory ):
Waaaahaaa ! ader orq nyk ckp kan joom mataer contract u tink whut , stock pakai buanq per shiol ! klau aqu mataer nan qaw kan cmfrm teros otak jadi tinq tonq haha ! guraaau ajek luh pantat ! kaaaay im of to mye dreamland adious !

I Gonna Rock Your World Lyke A Pon No Star

2009-11-25T01:43:00.000+08:00

Oh mye day was fuck up ! will not elobrate anytink bout today outinq , it will be a heart ach !
You people make mye day a bad one ! Thx to bestie fer cheerinq mye up ilovebabhygerl<3
To Love : Im totally inlove with ue since th ferst tyme we met mye eyes cant stop eyinq on ue .
Mye heart beats fast when we talk , ur smiles make mye melt , ur lauqh make mye smile .But when after we met ue chanqe a bit ie can see it , dhen after our secd myt ue chanqe alot idk in whut ways bt still there's some chanqes . I nvr talk in a rude ways to someone that i just knwn bt ue really make mye pisses of , i lost mye mood throuqh out th walk out whut so ever its call . When ie text-ed ue why ue keep quite ue inqnore lyke wth sia even reply few word also cnnt is that so hard . Why do ie lose mye love-ones why do people must chanqe ! why why ! cant they be th same as usual ! but watever it is still we will be frens riqht(: You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything. We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it. Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run . Haixx stresss nyeq uh paper uhk uatper pikir sal jantan , puas haty enjoy bkn nyeq no guys no lyfe kann tol taq ? I really mysh ols thanqs uh , their lauqthers,lame joke,ciritisim, niqht walk all luh ! waah dha happy alik nmpk kaat whutever !
tmr gonna bleash mye hair ! ape luh akan jadi nan rambut ku yeer ! after that highL waaah chanteeq ! kaay bye Sluts & Jerks hahahs

2009-11-23T18:10:00.000+08:00

Whut a boree mama dint let mye out today , must sprinq clean walioa leceh . Lyke ie help only hhahas , supose to qo bedok myt wan cos he wana acompany mye hiqhL but sorie hor ie cant make it. I aske hyme if tmr hys free or not cos bestie gg vivo with her boify , ie cant be alone riqht , soo askin some ppl if they wana taqq alonq there's 2 person bt ie cant make mye mind up who check2 bsk dua paitaw tuh yq palinq taq suker . Soo now im hunqry gona get some food at th kitchen wooo lotsa food best !

let it be famous to th world

2009-11-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

Ayy Bicth & Jerks , im really happy today mama let mye wake up till 3plus she dint even wake mye up cos she know ie slept at 6 yestrday . Soo after wakinq up wacth tv , bath dhen qo qiant oto ther qruale with mama jab haha sot sak ckp yerluh pn kene makai sia uat tuh slh uat nyk slh smua taq kene erghh ^^ . sklay byle smpi qiant aru uat baek nan aqu tawu pon aqu taq bbl nan qaw haahs . After that gy mkn yonq tau fo woooo sodaaaap siol finish th whole bowl lapaar tawus , then masok qiant caryk sotonq tpy taqder sial tol aqu narq mkn sotonq hitam smua orq2 taqap sotonq dasar pemalaz uhk . Abeyh terpake uh beli ayam & ue knw whut ader luh satu mina nyk pkai bju dha mcm taq cukop kain lps tuh lak eye-liner dha mirip kuder kepanq aqu rese kan kuder-kepanq tuh laqie jambuu , bukak laqu peeyh kuat qaw pikir nyk dance floor per sia beyh jln dha ''BOM BOM BOM'' hhahas besties knw public dont knw hahas rambot dha mcm kene eletic shock haha abey ader haty narq stare2 orq aiyoo ey nyk byler narq stare2 lek uh gerl
cykit pon mau perah paah (: haha dha luh narq tolnq mak anqkt bende pon permlz , seterok2 aqu pon ie help mye mama kaay (insert a very goody face).So byle narq gy bayar kan ie saw jocelyn awww mysh her its been alonq tyme nvr saw her she was mye course mate & kyter penah kawin taw fer 2month abeyh cerai sebab cousre dha bez haha sooo myt up soon darlinq.Abeyh text bestie psl bsk narq gy bestway buildinq tpy she say tqk dulu , && ie got mye Lays nyeq keropok sodaaap fesrt2 mama kater taq sedap taw check2 dhe yq tolnq abez kan .When home still feelinq very hunqry soo daddy bouqht mye mac Fillet Meal upsize & 20 nuqeets wowow two straiqth days been eatinq mac cmner luh taq qemook uh ape heran badan aqu bkn bdn krq perh , atleast aqu happy dha ckuop baqoos (:
&& to someone that ie hate ey heylow its in th past luhkaay why should ie care uhk , ue tink i've been lykinq ue on th past months omq ue must be dreaminq man . Qaw dha penah uat cyter psl aqu beyh qaw pikir senanq2 ajek aqu leyh suker qaw alik jqn mimpi kaay syq hidop maty alik pon aqu ttp iqt ape qaw uat Ader Lorry Ader Bus , Laen Hari Aqu Balas ! jqn pikir qaw tuh somebody uh . Toddles Hawtstuff's
Current Mood: Swinq
Current sonq: keep Forgetinq
Current myshinq : Mye beloved Cousin IssJepon 2years siol Chanqi prison !
kecyk,Eda,Ahfad,Wan,Rully,Rara,
kwn2 lpk yq perna ku syq):

just lyke a rose

2009-11-22T02:54:00.000+08:00

Ie wake early today taw kol 11 dha bqn uh baqooos kan improvement oi , kaay on comp
& chat with some lovely souls(: until bout 4 mama kol suroh siap dhen siap2 all . Dhen take bus qo Aljunied wait fer ude dhen qo CCK skaly byle smpi step paiseyh2 uhk nan orq diam ajek ,
take food drinks tpy maaaak qaw mknan dhe lyke whut sia taq sedaap no taste u knw lyke mkn nasi puteh sak , after eatinq seat wit zirah camwore wit her && when ie was drinkinq alif come dhen take our plate cos dhe kendarat waaah onyl god knows how ie felt on those moment of mints he smiled tuh laqie cair doh cos ie was lyke starinq at hys face he taq hansem but kiyuut gyle nyeq glyee . All th tyme ie was sayinq to mye family ie waant to kawin with hyme soo dha ckp mpk ey kaay perh kawin nan seare taq salah maah tol taq ? pls tuh penqatin dtw th pakain soo simple doh th pmpn mcm narq gy hollowen gytu . Lepas tuh smua kyter prosed kat keratr masinq2 skaly lala ckp ey smua gy airport uh jln2 , lapars uh abeyh smua aqree waah gerek !
ZOOOOOOOOOM ! to airport terminal 3 smpi smpi saner jek ie ask fer food cos im fuck hunqry hah aqu mmq selalu taq pena kencanyq so kyter gy mac mkn ie ate macspicy & 6 nuqeets smua upsize thz to zirah aqu taq suroh upsize dhe gy pandai2 upsize smua hhha taqper atleast aqu kencanyq . Soo dha kol 11plus gytu smua gerek frm mac abeyh alik , soo when reach home bath, on comp check2 bende smua & currently chattinq wth Rully dhe sweet doh haha tpy bbl selalu kalah taq pernah mananq haha ! he own mye a sonq & he must sinq it to mye kan Rully kan ^^
jooom naty byler2 kyter date each other aiyee cmfrm sweet nyeq cos sweetest amonq th sweetness maaah ((: kaay dha lamee ! pictures will be at FaceBook due to some reason bloq cant upload pic ie tink bloqqer hate mye uhk hha :P
Current Mood: Happy Gylee
Current Sonq: Thank God I Found You

Get that riqht !

2009-11-21T01:33:00.000+08:00

As usuall tday ie wake late aqain called bestie & came mye crib , she brinq alonq fiiq .
Ie havent taken mye mye bath nor ie have brush mye teeth bt still ie smell nice kaay ppl ,
on th comp & chat with some kind soul hahah(: & th plan is to myt wan at tamp inter at 2.30
but end up myt at 4.00 soo th place to myt is at mac inter bt last2 when ie reach olready he said myt at 150 sot jab sak otak kaay taq give chance (: otw there ie bouqht chesse burqer cos im freakinq hunrqy . So myt them at 150 & prossed to pondok ... there we lyke talkinq amonq each other & ie was waitinq fer one of them to start th conversation but none ie was th one askinq
unloqical qustions cos until ie run out of ideas . About 6.00 we make a move ferst due to somethinq ohh how much ie hate that thinq !!(insert a petatic face on that person) Salam evrone then jalan sorry if ie show ue people atititude & ie just control th anqer ^^ . Went to tampmall & ie bouqht LJ cos im cravinq that fer days yummy & there Clam Chowder Soup ummm best gylee dohh . Waited fer 81 ie ate inside th bus with bestie sedaaap kan syq ie knw we eat lyke a freak !So after that we went to west to buy contact lense atlast ie qet mye self one 'Sky Blue' & tmr ie gona wear it on mye sedare married WOOOOOOOOHOO ! ie qeet to myt Alif mye hawt cousin gonna take some picture wit hyme ie told mama ie wana married with hyme here the conversation

Mye:mama bsk alif gy kan ?

Mama:mesti luh kan yq kawin tuh cousin dhe

Mye:dhe akai ape coulour uh bsk ? narq sepacanq cm couple luh gytu

Mama:entaa luh mpk nyeq qaw , taqmo gatal ey

Mye:alh kaay perh , dhe kan baek beriman, skola poly laqik

Mama: dha2 taqmo mcm2

Mye:mama ie narq kawin nan dhe uh , jodoh kan kyter uh

Mama: uh boleyh dlm hayalan qaw

Mye:kaay uh boleyh atleast dpt juqaak (:

Mama:gy mandi luh , nty maen comp jqn smpi lmbt2

That were ther conversation betwen mye nan mama ahha kawin nan Ali dlm hayalan kaay juqaak tuhs .Lala narq ank dua amcm boley taq mama ? hahah jaay tmr th weddinq its held at CCK waaah nty dpt lala jmpe kwn2 jaab ^^ tats ol tmr ie will update bout th weddinq :D
To You : Jyeaa ie admit ie do have some feelinq fer ue bt ie cant exprees it infront of ue .
ue are mye fren or even still a stranqe to mye ie just knew ue few days back . Why did ie sunddenly feels we knw each other lyke years , we can get alonq so well until ie feel ue are so special to mye . After we met ie can see ue chanqe bits ie tink im not just th riqht gerl fer ue am i ? im not perfect same goes to evryone , im not sexy,hawt,pretty lyke all ur ex but ie will sure im th cutest =.= . Now ue th only guy that im contactinq with ie delt those people ie contact wit since ie contact wit ue ur msq briqhten up mye day ue are mye best textmate ((: ie dont care whut people say bout ue or whut ue say bout urself still ue look so pure to mye (: Mistake tat ue have done in ur past lyfe its ol in th past Done Is Done ue cant Undone those thinq riqht .
Soo ie accpet ue fer whut ur are kaay ...

Its th best , deary

2009-11-20T01:15:00.000+08:00

ie love ue babhy gerl ue came to mye lyfe in th riqht tyme , ue totaly mean alot to mye i imaqine if ie were to lose ue whut gona happen t0 mye . We have been throuqh thick n thin toqather (: yu nvr fail to put smile,lauqhter.happines n joy to mye daily lyfe . Ue th only person who knows my attitute,lyfe,sadnes evrytink dear eventhouqht ue are older n taller lyke obviosly we still can click lyke a macnac , riqht ? Kaay tats ol for ue <3
&& A Biq Thank You To Shazwan Fer Uploadinq This Pic Fer Mye Sayaaaaanq Dhe ^^

Fly Far Away

2009-11-18T07:42:00.000+08:00

Time Check:7.43 & ie cant still put mye self to sleep haix im so boreeed evrone is
sleepinq , here i'm still awake whut shud ie do to make mye self sleepy ? Many thinqs
happend this few days & it really makinq mye happy all th thinqs ie wanted & wish fer
its all granted ouwh isit that great ((: let mye elobrate in point form

●Get to webcam with hyme
●Wacth 2012 End Of th World
●Go out with Bestie
●Get New Hp
●Alot Of Money From PaPa
●Have A Sweet Fren
● Family Outinq(mak burday)

♥♥♥ Lookinq ferward to♥♥♥

●Go out with Nana,Shahira,Ika,Dira etc ...
●Have a family outinq to east coast/sentosa
●Meet All th Old frens(:
●Ride River Bungy(2 time )
●Met Shazwan<3
●Go sentosa & wacth 3D movie
●Purple PSP
●Get new dress at Cotton on/Doraty Perkins/Top Shop
●BeBe T-shirts & lonq sleeve
●New contact lense
●Mascara

Hope to get all th thinqs granted by end of th month ((: ape laqie mintak papa uhk
hahah , tpy yq palinq lala narq met old frens sqtsqt rindu drq ): its been month
we nvr met riqht ppl & lala narq met shazwan hehe harap2 dpt jmper dhe soon luhkan .
As fer contact lense lala must get by this week before saturday cos mye sedare kawin
soo its a must to use contact lense hehe ucuk knw fer whut hahah ^^ kaay luh thats
all mye post fer tday nty byler lala free ie will post aqain((:

Now ue see , now ue dont !

2009-11-16T01:43:00.000+08:00

Time check: 1.43 & still ie cant put mye self to sleep , wanna knw why cos ie wake up at 4 just
now haiix whut a pity huh . Ie had mee gorenq & soup fer mye lunch take mye bath dhen brinq mye cuzzy to th shop cos ie promise her to brinq her down soo iemust keep to mye promise riqht
then when we weer otw to th shop ie saw azryf & frens aww is soo hawt thx god hys someone's if not ie will qeet hyme haha jkjk ajek hor . Then fer dinner id have rice,veqey,chicken winq & sambal belacan wooo sedaaap oii ! biase uhk mye grandma cookinq is th best ! soo ie must learn cookinq frm her tuh tqu byler dha kawin aru uhkkaay ((: soo after thar wacth "Tak Pernah Ku Sesali" best oii cyter dhe lala suker Junaidi hasem tawuu mye dream guy ^^ . Lepas tuh smua alik take taxi home wit mama , dhen alik on comp & currently chatt-inq wit Biyol ,Amax,Bobby & mye new BestF Wan gerek woii chat nan dhe he kinda fun to be with uhk ie keep lauqhinq when ie chat with hyme & gusee whut he knw adam whut a msaal werl riqht ppl , cyter lamee sia tuh hahah make mye lauqh when ie rewind those memory back ((: Hys mye time keeper fer now hahah how lovely is that <3>

juz make it simple

2009-11-15T01:04:00.000+08:00

Heylow hawt peoples today i sleep at mye grandma house , its soo fun kaay
hhaha mye aunt miss place her small liqht & she's really pissesd off hahah
but its quite scary ue knw cos there's no liqht to sleep with ...
ie have notinq more to say , Time check 1.08 & ie cant sleep haix ...
im soo boreee cant otp uhk beb kaay will update tmr ((: tc hawtstuff

Sunshine

2009-11-13T16:18:00.000+08:00

As i wish upon a star , A dream came throuqh

mye sleep ,& ue were there to , The next morninq

i wake-up its all gone ...

To **** : mpk bo layan uh boyy qaw tarq prove joyy

as lonq as there's no prove shut ur move up asshole !

haha by sayinq all that qaw pikirqaw leyh jatokkan

aqu uhk haha , ie will be just lauqhin at ue ((:

Make That Shot !

2009-11-12T18:27:00.000+08:00

Ehy sial uhk penipu haram sak , smlm kater ape nari jmper narq share
qaw peyh problem nan aqu luh ape mpk2 taah qaw membel , dha baek sak
aqu narq teman qaw tqk movie ashal taq mintak pmpn laen uh qaw kan pimp
rabak pmpn kelilinq pinqanq pmpn !! abeyh check2 byler aqu bqn tyto kol 2plus ape qaw text aqu akai qaw pey kwn nyeq hp ckp oh sorie ie cant make it cos keje byk maak ai ! aqu dha lookinq forward sak narq myt qaw , qaw ckp dha cancel smau qaw nyeq keje mpk siol
neyk ader pmpn nyk pat qaw nyeq profile bbl syq2 mysh ue luh hapeluh waaah !
baek paah peraqai qaw sunqquh th best sak , bbl mau lebeh sak boyy kater ajek umor tua
tapy peraqai masi boyboy laqie ! abeyh qaw narq jmper sat sape mau lyns siot uh familyday aqu noone distrub mye one sat & sun ie knw ue that already bt ue just pretent to forget kann CB !
py uhk nqk na iqaah ! dhe lebih petinq kann go ahead boyy ie dnt care but get anry when somethinq happends aiyee dear ((: saaaayaaanq qaw ! Mohd Izuan Danish

Regreat ...

2009-11-09T00:33:00.000+08:00

You are th biqqist liar & pretender ie ever myt , ferst went ie get to knw ue
ie thouqht ue are a nice & decent guy bt after ie heard alot of thinqs bout ue
ie chanqe my preceription towards ue , & wut ue told mye that she's a bad lil brat but
still wut happend now soo now days its hard to trust anyone riqht ppl ?
kaay lest drop that topic been sick this few days & its due to th weather chanqes
mye hole family bt ie tink not ol some hehe . Acutly today is bestie burfday party
but due to some bad thinqs happend ie cant attend th party im really sorie bestie
tmr ie treat ue movie aiyee babhy (: she told mye that they are not anry at mye anymore
waah ! im really glad lookinq forward to myt ue ol anqain & qoo out wit ue all ...
Ie mysh mye BaBe & Hunk lets myt & have fun aiyee on th upcominq chalet ((:
Current Mood : Dispointed ):

2009-11-07T01:07:00.000+08:00

Hello hawtlinks ! im cuurently mak house at jrq , its lyke boree ue knw ie cant use msn bt instead ie use ebuddy hiax nvm ... tmr it is a must to qoo home cos sunday is bestie burday
soo ie still have no idiea wut to buy ?? any ideas ppl ? sorie ppl ie have been mia due to mye lazynes , kaay just now afternoon wen to skol to myt form tcher & concerler to tlak bout next year class cos ie want to n2 soo jyeaa ,form tcher mcm babi sia she complain smua pat mama
law taq complaintaq sah ke uhk stooopid ! kaay after tht went to orchard ro do window shopinq & ie aw tis dress lawaaar skaly bt it cost $99 seyh nvm ie will ask papa to buy it fer mye uhk ...
& did ie forget to tell papa bouwht mye new hp wowow thx ...
haix ie dnt wut happedn to relaship wit them just bcos of that jinx we fiqht , kimaak aqu balle krq sak aqu bbl kan qaw tawu ashal pmpn tuh maki2 qaw smua ckp pshal **** qaw pnjanq smua yq krq tawu membel2 tpy taq gerak2 , abeyh dnt knw how to thxfull dhen whent tuh pmpn naqis aqu smua dtq alik perh bbl nan tuh laky tpy drq ckp dha sttle abe kyte jln uhk we oso have our own plan kanns .. sial uh nyk krq kate member ! taq dpt uh siol , abeyh ape satu orq nyk suroh aqu ckp sorry ehy no way uhk sia in not in th wronq wut fer ie say sorry kan ie have notink to say to krq aqik uh law narq gador pshal bende kechiq kan puas haty smua jadi baby2 alik fiqht over small thinqs be mature uh .... or should ie back BD ??
Hidop maty sakai dok : haha ahlemak qaw susah haty ashal nyk aqu muker burok uhk ??
cmner tuh palinq burok hmm??^^ ehy aqu narq step jambu abeyh ashal ehy ader kcau hidop qaw ke ? enta2 muker qaw taq yq pecahs tuh pshal qaw ckp orq laen ehy2 ... tol taq tol
lek satu corner oh joom join aqu sklay abeyh kyter bbl2 ehy narqnarq ?? ((:

Th Riqht Wayy

2009-11-02T21:08:00.000+08:00

Oh ie have lost mood fer psortinq cos due to tis lack of uploadinq pic
soo anypics that ie take ie cant upload isit lyke hell ergh ,
kaay let mye tell wut happen tis few days it has been a fun & happy days fer
mye evryone make mye happy nvr ie felt sad or down thx to all mye sayanq-ss
luhkann on Sunday went out wit nyny & aten to town browe arond fer cloth
but ie went home early cos im soo tired , ohya did ie forget to tell ur that
ie bouqht tis dress at some bloqspot at ferst ie see that dress is still in good condition
but when she brinq it to mye & ie check its lyke cb sia dha mcm byk kali pakai siol
aqu tawu uh tuh its been used but law dha masai taqkan aqu naq , ie ask fer a refund &
give back th dres but she refuse dhen she say she will give back 10 bucks taw sklay kann
taq jdy ape sia bbl taqmo pusinq2 uh taqper uh ehy nyk hari qaw uh sia satu ari kann mesti
ader return untk qaw nyeq its kaay AYEEN ie dnt mind tis wa y if ur do bisnes it will not lastlonq ((: kaay lets drop th stupid subject ... kaay tady was supose to wakeup at 9
* qpp breakfast wit mye darlinqs tpy baqoon lmbt kann kene tinqal sia
sodeeeh ): dhen byler dha baqon lincah2 siap bath smua kaur terus naek taxi qoo
elias peyh mac abe myt drq tpy cume ader bestie & fiiq aje semaqat aqu naek taxi abe ader dua orq ajee suar tool , dhe mknmkn lauhq2 jalan qoo rc tpy taqder orq sia check2
smua kat bwh blk ayee . Mcm cb dha penaat aru narq rest jab jln qoo there
salam all then ddk toktok dhen pata alik rc makk aii then smua trn , solihin nyeq rmabuut lawar siot geraam tqk rambut dhe ^^ bout 3 prosed uma jab mknmkn playcomp
dhen qoo bwh alik , ahah dhadha idk wut to update laqik uh byeeeeeeeee !!
Beloved ! imysm sia why luh we must be saperated , ie cant imaqine mye lyfe w/o ue ie need ue in evry send of mye lyfe , but if fate dint brinq us toqather ie cant say anytin
th only ie cant say is ilove so much , if ie dint say anytink &do anytin that tyme ie tink we will not be lyke tis riqht love ?? imyimyimyimyimyimyimy

Aqu cinta mu !

2009-10-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

Ie just need a lil bit of luck thats all , haix why must thinq turn out this way
ie hate truth cos it really hurt nvm ie will try mye all best next year dosent mean
ie lost one path its th end , thx to all mye fren who cheer mye up & all th advise
Counseler told mye that dnt go T cos ie will waste mye 5years ie tink tiwise
soo ie prefer to stay uh ... kaay uh let's drop bout h school thinqs
kaay just went hollowen party at dwntwn hahaha ! its fck funny sia
ie was lyke soo excited & ask evryone to qoo mcm yeye uh
check2 riqht went we at escape ie run & shout lyke a lost crazy gerl ^^
ie ask bob to be mye patner he oso scared sia , bestie dnt knw ran where
last2 smua taq jdi masoq sia itskaay lala pon dnt want qoo in .
Wanan knw wut ie cry sia went ie saw th ghost behind mye cb sia tuh
hantu aleh2 kat blakanq aqu ! lemah semanqat kot macheiy2 bestie she th
want who lyke cool mye down ielove ue !!!
smua dha mcm lauqh2 at mye & th hantu keep cuminq to mye
bodow alik kene kcau aru tawuuq hahaha ...
After that phobia sak naq jln mcm takot2 gytu but overall ie happy uh tday
&& comp mcm pukimak sundaal talqeyh uplaod pic !

ue tink ie willl chase ! ohh plz

2009-10-24T17:04:00.000+08:00

ohh well yestday went out wit bestie & mye face was superb masa

idk why , hahas soo waited her under th blok she was lyke fck late

soo we proced to inter to take bus 12 ... so in th bus ie was bublinq

non stop bout mye make-up & th way ie dress hahhaaa .

Soo ie told her to stop at buqis ie wana buy sometinq uh cap buqis pon

jln ajee uh , soo ie bouqht banqles & earinq ie bout some fer he too

sweet riqht ... soo we walk frm buqis to raffles maaaak ai peyh penaat

soo we went to eat out lunch ferst at qui ji ie wanted to eat laksa but

tq jdi uh cos th mee so cykit , so ie ate nasi lemak & went we seatinq

we saw this cute guy just finish eatinq woooooow ! ie love hys smile

& guse wut crazieboyy msq mye back dha sql aru caryk lala uh baqoos

uh tuhq , kwn tauladan name nyeq kann hmmft but still im happy ((:

Soo after eatinq we went huntinq fer mye mum presents smua mcm mapek

sia present dhe soo ie got her a muq its wriitten ''home is where my mum is ''

sweet riqht hhaha biase uh kate lala siol sentiase sweet ..

we were lyke superb tireed so ie decided to qo esp to chill at

the roof top , we camwore jab soo take a look at th pic above aiyee

soo there alot of mina-rep dha luh pechaas ader hati naq stare2 orq

all uat bodow uh nan pmpn low class gyni hahas , soo we went usperb crazy

even only th both of us still its funn babbehy ! && bestie ie dont why wuts into her

mind she went soo crazy & ie cant stop lauqhinq mye cb ass out !

hahah dhen byle jln pat undepass ader bdk2 dance laqu MJ dhen bestie gy ikot

nyanyi kiwaaak malu siol hahha tatawu aner narq simpan muker , but still she make mye happy

dhen smpi clark quay wut ever it spell we lek2 pat steps dhe lauqh2 & kutok2 orq haha

issh2 tq baek taw dose uh , ie lyke when bestie doo th weird voice haha

cm orq otak terrencat sak ... soo take train hoem cos we dha penat

gyler sklay dlm mrt dqr laqu & sleeeeeep dhen tqk krusi ader empty soo seat u

ape laqie kann , abe kann ader satu jantan sundal pat dpn kyter bbl psshal

american pie pikir kyte tatawu perh sebrnarnya lala tatawu bestie yq ilanq

jaaatoh sia bdn law berq tqper juqaak badn dha same size nan ice-box uma aqu

hhaha .. dhen byler dha smpi ie buy air fckinq thirty sia cb tol !

Soo went home take bus , pomise bestie to kol went im at hoem but soo

sorie after ie eat ie fall asleep uh bhy ! sorie terstq penaat sia undestand uhkaay

Faris oh Faris ie love aiyee babhy , want hyme dream on uh babe !

kiss mye ass ferst ! he always make mye day & hys mye only piqq <3

Bloqqeer mcm pokemen ! uh tqley uplaod photo mapos tqnaaq !

&& ie love to wacth Radit Dan Jani swee bodow !

ue will cry ...

Happies Day

2009-10-23T01:12:00.000+08:00

Hello Beautyful world ! todaay 22 oct 2009 is mye most beloved mother burfday soo , she ask mye out & she treat mye swenses susposinqly

ie treat her but instid of that she;s th one . So went to tamp swenses , omq the waitres there is soo hawt2 , wowow & th person keep cuminq to out table to searve us is helmi ferst ie thouqh he was a chines bt mama told mye that he was a mly hahahs hys soo damn kiyuut sia ((:

Ie orderded breded chiken its soo delicious & mama ate fish n chip we also order side dish bt ie forqet th name uh

soo after that we qet free ice-cream its soo nice ue knw , acutly ie & all mye aunts plan

a susprise party fer mye mum soo ie need to qet home before 8.oo soo ie rush mye mum home

ie told her there's somthinq emrgency & she belive mye so we took taxi home .

Soo after a few mint at home mye aunt arive & my mum shock to see them hahha

she look very happy , soo they went in etc ... lazy to elobrate dhen we cut cake & eat all th

food thta aunt bouqht but ie dint eat ie lose mye apeetite hmm )):

soo we took some picture soo ue may see those above & belowpicture that we have taken

there's more but its wit alonq & ude ie wan those picture A.S.A.P hahha

but overall mye day was perfectly fun , mye famly briqhten up mye day

ie swear that ie will trade mye famliy to other even thouqh sometyme we have

misunderstandinq out wut we still stand as one no one can break us apart

& they mean th universe to mye thier name are engrave inside mye heart ((:

Mama knw bout hyme already ie told her evrythinq soo she say guys not

only one is this welrd there's many more but consentrade on ur study ferst

its th importantin in lyfe , soo yeaa ie agree with that ....

Now ie feel qreat , ie feel so happy ((:

Ohh hello sinqle lyfe !!!

To mye beloved mama , Happy Burfday to ue

hope ue have a qreat lyfe & found that someone special

in ur lyfe , ie used to be a spoil brat & been pain-in-th-ass

but ue chanqe mye , even thouqh ue always nake at mye non

stop lyke a machin gun ie have always mark ur words & tink

over bout all those think that ie have done in th past years

ie swear ie reqret doinq all that & ie make ue worried sick

when always ie dint went back home , its lyke evry week riqht mama ?

ie gona chanqe slowly it will not happen over niqht but ie will try

ue trust mye dnt ue mama yeaa ie knw ue trust mye haah

cos ima ur gooygerl haahhs

Love ue mama !

you are th best !

2009-10-22T13:47:00.000+08:00

heylow today mama nyeq burfday , syq ue mama
nti mlm aru update uh ehy mlzzz uhq
narq kuar nhieq gy mkn pat swensens ! wooohooo !
macheiy3 smua blanje !
&& to babhy ie dint mean wut ie say in mye previous post ie reaaly do love ue
im stress this few days soo plz bear wit it can
bhy ir promis ie wll not hurt ue ??

mye dream , mye love

2009-10-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

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