Eh its been a long very long time i never update , uh ?
I've been busy & there's really nothing to update here but one thing the past few months
life has been improving , i've been enjoying my life with this someone . Its always only
about him & no one i dont really care what my friends say the important thing is ilove him♥♥
Yaa , but all change yestday night in the afternoon was awesome really awesome great evrything a word can describe until we pitch a tent at p.r i was happy that we can spend time togather but ! i was like eww here eww there eww evrywhere cause you what there's fucking alot of ants in there & someflying insect so i dont like in there . The weather dont love me & so its fucking hot !! i look like i've taken a bath=.= okayy after that i plan to go off , then he keep evrything & then when everything starts i asked him why other people tent not like ours have alot of ants he said this " you nak tawu ? i terus terang eh , sebab you ngade2" & i was like wth okay but i still can control that feeling . After keeping all the thing he just walk in front & dint even look behind until he stops & wanted to talk to me about my watch & ingnore standard ah you left then you expect me to what be nice ?! ohno , i've been tolarating with this attitude of urs darling . You knw what happen after that he left me alone behind !! ohmy gosh i cant belive it no one ever done it to me!! you are the first human being in my whole life has done that !! i was really pissed off , & text him saying thanks for leaving me behind etc & lets break off that was a really bad thing to do but i was really angry at that point of time . I waited for his msg-call ♥♥but nothing came out from him , okay i dont mind i wrote on his wall & here im waiting for his reply or hope something good will turn up ): If you love someone you wouldnt have the heart to leave that person behind right even you're angry , everything well said i trusted you & i knw i can depant on you . But a simple test like this you can handle why must you have the luxuary am i right ?
You know wht many thing been playing here on my mind i mean tuns of things , for this 2months & you still does not know what i want & wish . My friend say my wall all pedeh2 , let it be
i dont care seriously i just want you to call and say something nice & that will be the nicest thing i can have today on a sunday . But i cant expect much cause i know you're not he type of person who pujok2 people what ): haiyy
Is this Goddbye betweent us , i hope so NOT !
I need you babyy , ♥♥